(WARNING: Kind of a vent, but not really. Plz help.)
I'm so mad at myself rn.
I never wanted to be dependant on anyone, but, this happens.
I have pretty much become dependant on my IRL best friend for happiness, and I'm very frustrated about it.
I'm almost never happy unless I'm with him, but he luckily doesn't know that, I don't think. When I'm not with him, I feel all depressed and lonely. Everybody else ignores my existence, it seems like, so I've involuntarily grown dependant and emotionally attached to him.
Idk what to do, plz help.