Greetings, tis I, the bearer of bad news
So basically- I'm taking a big break from Wattpad. Maybe a permanent one.
Now, I love this place. I love the people I've met here, the work I've done, the work I've read. But I'm really losing a grip, and need to stop and be a bit more honest with myself and the few that pay attention to my dwindling account. Writing is one of my favorite pastimes. But fanfiction just isn't giving me the same thrill as it did before. I blame this one on my mental health (not the greatest right now) and the situation I'm living in. I'm at a point where the things I love aren't as exciting anymore, and being stressed by hobbies really isn't the point of hobbies now, is it? I'm living paycheck to paycheck, day by stressful day, practically swimming in personal issues. I just lost my brother, who left and snuck off to live somewhere else he deemed better. I say this all to help justify me taking writing responsibilities (not that I've been updating well anyway) off my shoulders officially for a while.
So I'm on an official hiatus. I kinda just want someone to feed me and tell me I'm pretty at this point. But seriously, I'll still be present, as in trying to catch up with stories I love here and there. I just can't say when I'm really back to writing. Or writing fanfiction for that matter. I want to finish "The Wonders of a Flower Shop" but idk
When I do come back, I might even start an original or two. At the moment, that idea is much more appealing. We shall see, eventually.....
Sorry to leave (again) but cheers to life and all its delightful surprises. Stay safe and thanks for the understanding. Hopefully, see you all soon and in a better condition
- Mary