Hey, If you still here, please read this. I understand how you feel. I know how it's like to know that the person you love doesn't love you back. That crushing feeling wants you to do terrible things like suicide and self-harm. But the thing is, there are no benefits of doing either of those things. If you still want to be on Wattpad, why don't you delete this account and start fresh. Like a clean slate. And if you want to do that, please tell me the new account name so I can follow you. Not to check on you or anything, but because I think you are a really nice person who doesn't deserve all these mean messages and hate mail. You did one bad choice and suddenly people start coming at you like you committed a murder. I am not exactly saying what you did was nice or acceptable, but I know that you did what you did for a reason. And remember, God made everyone for a reason. If you ever need someone to talk to, I can help