IamNotOk- Inactive acc

TW: Mentions of suicide and death of this user.
          	
          	Hello to everyone thats here i have dreadful news that many including myself have to bear, the owner of this account has unfortunately taken their life and just moments before they gave me the password to their acc and asked me- an online friend (i dont know them irl) to tell all of you guys this;
          	
          	If your reading this im dead by now, maybe even happier but im sorry to all the people i dissapointed, sorry to all those who were whishing me well, to all those who told me to get better and love myself. I just couldn't. I couldn't deal with it anymore. I'm aware i sound dramatic but the sad reality is that im going to end it. End my everlasting pain and suffering end the constant thoughts and prove everyone right. I am a weak soul that couldnt even live despite the millions of people that had it worse than me. But so what? Never in my life have i ever felt such in a state of peace before knowing that i dont have to worry, i dont have to care, it's just going to be silence. Basically what im trying to say is that i died in peace. I obviously wasn't peaceful living so i ended things. Im forever grateful for this space in which at times i found comfort and even joy in.  And remember Do not pity the dead, pity the living and above all, those who live without love. -B
          	
          	
          	I hope she rests in peace and goes to a better place.