InfinitesimalDna

My Day So Far
          	
          	Me: hmm, I need to write today. I'll start after breakfast
          	Me after breakfast: okay, now we're just playing tetris, why-
          	Me, later: okay, I guess we can just read this season finale of a comic, but then write.
          	Me, even later: I mean, writing tip posts on tumblr is at least somewhat on topic, i guess this is acceptable for now.
          	Me, now halfway through the day: okay, just focus. The notebook is right there, so is the pencil. Youre off your phone, you have no excuse.
          	3 hours later: so that was a nap. That wasnt writing, that was a nap.
          	
          	Y'all, executive dysfunction is wild.

InfinitesimalDna

@Ace_Magpie oh, there was some YouTube and b99 in there as well
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Ace_Magpie

@InfinitesimalDna oof, that’s me but with YouTube
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InfinitesimalDna

My Day So Far
          
          Me: hmm, I need to write today. I'll start after breakfast
          Me after breakfast: okay, now we're just playing tetris, why-
          Me, later: okay, I guess we can just read this season finale of a comic, but then write.
          Me, even later: I mean, writing tip posts on tumblr is at least somewhat on topic, i guess this is acceptable for now.
          Me, now halfway through the day: okay, just focus. The notebook is right there, so is the pencil. Youre off your phone, you have no excuse.
          3 hours later: so that was a nap. That wasnt writing, that was a nap.
          
          Y'all, executive dysfunction is wild.

InfinitesimalDna

@Ace_Magpie oh, there was some YouTube and b99 in there as well
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Ace_Magpie

@InfinitesimalDna oof, that’s me but with YouTube
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InfinitesimalDna

Yo! Anyone have any good recommendations for angsty fics? I'll take any ships, just anything that makes you question why you torture yourself by reading. Thank you!

InfinitesimalDna

@The_Lying_King  This one is really good, I am reading it already but that doesn't mean it's not still a really good suggestion
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InfinitesimalDna

Hello my dudes. To anyone who is actually affected, I'm not gonna be posting Inktober today. 
          
          I tried, guys, I really did. I had no motivation to write and wanted to call it hours ago. My old friendo Depression decided it was a good time to come on by, taking all the steps that I've managed to avoid for weeks. We're talking terrible trains of thought, unable to stay awake, a general feeling that there's no such thing as a good day and life is pointless, all that fun stuff. But I still tried. To write, just anything.
          And I did. It's only about 500 words and the worst thing I have ever written, but I wrote it. However, there is no way that thing is seeing the light of day. I can't write anything better right now though, so that's how it's gonna be. I somehow have more pride in myself than to post that, if only just.
          So yeah, don't check for an update tonight, you didn't miss it, it's just not happening. But hey, day 12 was supposed to be a free day, right? Since I'm not taking that off, just count today as mine.
          Sorry to disappoint anyone, I just,,, I can't. I'll see you guys for an update tomorrow, alright? Hope your morning is way better than my day. And thank you, if you actually read my writing, for providing the smallest bit of hope into my day.

InfinitesimalDna

@Pen_Ink_Thorn thanks Ink. And im trying. Just got more sleep than I have in 72 hours. Small steps, right? 
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Ace_Magpie

@InfinitesimalDna it’s okay, I get that. Take care of yourself, okay kiddo?
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InfinitesimalDna

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Hey guys! Just a head's up! I don't know how many of you actually care, but day 3 is gonna be posted along  with day 4. So basically, I'm saying it's gonna be late.
          Yeah, I know, I suck, but I spent too long thinking of an idea for the day and didn't leave myself enough time to write it, certainly not with how complicated I wanna make it. Is that on me and my love for angst? Maybe. But my brain also decided to suck today, so maybe it's better to leave it until I can write at better than crappy quality.
          So, once again, I am sorry my dudes, hope it's not too big a disappointment to anyone.  I'll see you with an actual part tomorrow, hope you have a good night.

InfinitesimalDna

@Pen_Ink_Thorn thank you so much, means a lot to hear someone say this
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Ace_Magpie

@InfinitesimalDna that’s okay!! I get it, writing can’t always be done on a schedule
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Ace_Magpie

read all the way down. 
          
          
          
          
          i mean every word.
          
          
          for some reason, so many people on wattpad feel like they aren’t good enough.
          
          the reason wattpad is so amazing is that you get to know people for who they really are instead of how they look, or how they are. 
          this goes both ways because the people you meet here get to know you for your personality and support you for that reason. 
          i get that it’s hard not to look at someone else and wish you had their life, but you are uniquely beautiful inside and out.
          embrace who you are and stand up proud because you are amazing.
          if you’re feeling down, remember that there are so many people out there who support and accept you even if it feels like you are alone.
          
          
          “happiness can be found even in the darkest times, if only you remember to turn on the light.”
          -albus dumbledore.
          
          you are unique.
          
          you are beautiful.
          
          you are loved.
          
          send this to 8 of your wattpad best friends <3

Ace_Magpie

What you just did on my board was a suicide prevention chain! 
          
          If you could post the same or similar message as I did  to your board, please do. Then when someone replies, put roughly the same message I’m putting on your board on their board. That way we can show everyone that they’re not as alone as they may think.
          
          Thank you so much for doing this!! <3

InfinitesimalDna

@Pen_Ink_Thorn thanks for understanding <3
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