Insomnia_Got_Me

okay, I've been gone for a long time but I'm back!

Insomnia_Got_Me

sorry for the rant yesterday. I just have no one to really talk to, I lost a lot of friends through lockdown and this seems to be the only platform where people actually talk to me.
          
          My life is depressing and oh my god, but thanks. I never expect people to talk to me on here and they do. So thanks

Insomnia_Got_Me

I love you my friend❤️
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StewertBob

Us fellow Wattpad readers must stick together  
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StewertBob

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Insomnia_Got_Me

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I swear if my mother tells me that my boyfriend is too girly for me ONE MORE TIME. 
          
          I mean so fucking what if he's 'girly', so what if he liked wearing MY clothes instead of me wearing his. Who cares? My mother had called him gay for liking me cause I'm nonbinary, and I was like 'yeah, it's gay to like me mom. I have no set gender bitch.'
          
          Yeah, she just kinda slagged him off for a good hour and my poor baby, he cried. He has issues with things like this from trauma from his own parents so I always make sure he doesn't hear most of what my mother says about him, but sometimes I can't predict what she's going to say.
          
          I don't want him to hear the things she says about him. And I don't want to hear them. She's so toxic like- UGH!
          
          My therapist says to cut her out of my life, but how do you cut a toxic parents out of your life when you know they'll fucking follow you to hell if they want to keep their hold on your life?
          
          Any ideas guys?  :)

Insomnia_Got_Me

thanks guys means a lot
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Littlefreak_123

@Insomnia_Got_Me hey ! I understand 
            But at this point I'd say the fact that you love him and he loves you back is all that matters 
            You gotta stay strong 
            Keep fighting love ❤
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StewertBob

Honey I am so sorry your having to go through all this but like I don’t know exactly what too say...all I can say is just do what you think is right for your mental health and what’s right for you and your boyfriend!
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Insomnia_Got_Me

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I have a four year old daughter and she had come up to me today and told me that she was 'fucking adorable'. And I was shook. I was like 'who taught you that word?' and she had answered me with, 'daddy called me 'fucking adorable' mommy'. I beat his ass for that.
          
          Teaching my daughter swear words, no she's too young.

Insomnia_Got_Me

My ADHD is really bad today and it was last night cause like I forgot to pick up my daughter from my nan's and forgot to take my meds so I was kinda out of it all day, and well I was supposed to do something but I got distracted by a squirrel and now I forgot why I'm here.....

Insomnia_Got_Me

my daughter is being a dick. She's only four but she's learnt how to really push my buttons, my boyfriend says that she's a mini me but the attitude she gives me is ALLL him

Insomnia_Got_Me

she's a dick but I love her
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Littlefreak_123

Babe could you recommend any books?

Littlefreak_123

@Insomnia_Got_Me hey thank you again ❤
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Insomnia_Got_Me

@Littlefreak_123 np babes I'll have a look for some more for you too xx 
            and I spelt dora_cakes wrong, so that's what it's supposed to be not doracakes my bad
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