A lot has changed for me the past 4 years. I reconnected with an old high school crush and got married. I had a baby. I lost my beautiful little girl a few days ago to her 5th time having Leukemia since she was born. Abby Lynn was my whole world. I got pregnant with her when I was 15 years old. Most people judged me for it. I remember being so afraid to tell my mom and for being so afraid of what Abby's father would say. But, @VictoriaWinston16 was by my side through it all. She never once doubted that I could do it. She believed in me from the start. My mom stood by my side through it all. Abby's father didn't want anything to do with it at first, but he came around. Even though he and I may be divorced now, he's still one of my best friends and biggest supporters. I love him with all my heart, even if it's not in a romantic way. I'm sorry that I haven't made any new books lately, I've just had so much going on these past few months that I haven't had much time to get on here and write. I don't know how long I will take a break from writing, but I promise I'll get back at it when I feel the time is right. But, for now, I just need the support and understanding of everyone that I need some time for myself to mourn and to grieve. I love you all so much