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wattpad pms r being deleted. i feel like that means ill never speak to you again, and the idea of that eats me up. 
          
          its been about a year since i spoke to you last, and i keep wishing you’d message me again. i miss you, and i will always love you no matter what happened. 
          
          if you want to talk to me again please find my pinterest account or something, @scrinkel_
          
          i can’t bare to give up the idea that we could reconnect one day
          

ok I know she’s not gonna see this but why is everyone accepting the apology and NOT pointing out the fact she literally killed people like… whether you accept the apology or not, it’s a really insincere apology when you consider that peoples LIVES have been on the line for this. deep it for a sec

Hey it's me, your former best friend and partner. Therapy isn't enough, I want my 30 seconds.

thank you for caring. thank you for explaining. thank you for being around. finally thank you for still being my friend even now. i don’t think we need to talk any further because i have gotten my explanation and don’t need anything further.

please you said you would explain

could you please come back and explain like you told me you would

honestly, I just have to say, I find it so disgusting what you did. faking a suicide? fucking seriously? did you not think about how that would hurt people? what the actual fuck was wrong with you? I trust that you've grown, but I don't think anybody will ever forgive you for what you did. just know, I wish you the best

I accept your apology. But I will NEVER forgive you for what you did. Do you know how many lives you caused to be cut short? Do you know how much you affected your friends? Your fucking girlfriend? I loved you. I loved you so fucking much. Do you know what I did the day you "died"? I drank a whole fucking bottle of Windex. I wanted to be with you. Because I loved you. I feel betrayed, Isa. I hate you. But I still fucking love you. And I hate myself for it.

while we never really spoke much, i want you to know what you did affected me deeply nonetheless. your apology is accepted, however given how much this hurt and affected others and myself (an unfathomable amount), i don’t and can’t forgive you. i won’t go into the details, i gather you’ve already heard it all anyway. 
          that being said, i hope you can continue to grow as a person. i will wish you the best on your future endeavours, so long as you continue to better yourself and improve. 

I just want to say I accept your apology but I do not forgive you