IslandKoala
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So like? I was totally gone for… way to fucking long. I’m sorry about that. A bunch of shit went down, I got hit by a truck, and nearly died, (why I left) Got into therapy, discovered I’m actually super traumatized, found out my body is literally falling apart, and I can’t stop it. But yk what, I’m doing so good emotionally it’s funny. Also- I had a major fucking glow up- I’m gorgeous now. I got engaged, and my fiancé fucking died- Also I apparently have DID so there’s that too. And during all that, I kinda accidentally fell out of the mlb fandom. I’m so sorry- I won’t be writing any more of those fics. Sorry-
IslandKoala
@Daminette_addiction I didn’t get married, we were only engaged.thank you that’s very kind. I am so pretty now- and I’m sure you’ll get your glow up too- Yeah man- that was rough. And thanks. I’ve become more healthy then ever now. I’m sorry about that. I’m in a much better emotional space now, then I was then. It’s very sweet of you to have done that, it means so much to me, that people actually cared when that happened. I’m getting so much better. I’m helping and learning and healing so much. Trying to let go of the past, and grow into a beautiful person. Life sucks. There’s no way around it. Thank you, so much, it means the world to me. @Daminette_addiction
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Daminette_addiction
@IslandKoala also i really do hope that you can become healthy, you survived a barrage of things, including that time you ended yourself and your sister actually wrote a message, i actually cried about it, i vaguely remember that i made some sort of small tribute for you, a short 500 something fic talking about your stories and such, but, like-well i deleted it-and its gone forever(hated myself for a while because of it, but thought that since you were okay and fine i deleted it, still regret to this day tho) and now this, i really do hope that you are well. I'm not much of a religious person-i myself am agnostic so I don't really believe in miracles by i really hope you'll be fine, and i pray that you will be alright throughout all these events
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Daminette_addiction
@IslandKoala WAIT!? YOU WERE MARRIED!? also I'm sorry that you had to experience the loss of a person you loved, and I'm also sorry that you had to be traumatized by it, i am so, so sorry, its alright that you fell out of the fandom too, i did as well and it's alright, you dont have to apologize for it, most of the time stuff we liked in the past wont ever last forever. But hey, it's great to see you had some sort of glow up, i bet your very beautiful now, I'm still waiting for mine despite the fact that I'm still 12(i'll be turning 13 on april 10th) and in junior high school too hahaha . Also the truck thing, thank the gods you lived, i bet your one strong lady to have survived something like that, anyways. Hope you have a wonderful day and year and month and decade for the rest of your life @IslandKoala!
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