IslandKoala

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So like? I was totally gone for… way to fucking long.
          	I’m sorry about that.
          	A bunch of shit went down, I got hit by a truck, and nearly died, (why I left) 
          	Got into therapy, discovered I’m actually super traumatized, found out my body is literally falling apart, and I can’t stop it.
          	But yk what, I’m doing so good emotionally it’s funny.
          	Also- I had a major fucking glow up- I’m gorgeous now. 
          	I got engaged, and my fiancé fucking died- 
          	Also I apparently have DID so there’s that too.
          	
          	And during all that, I kinda accidentally fell out of the mlb fandom.
          	I’m so sorry- I won’t be writing any more of those fics.
          	Sorry-

IslandKoala

@Daminette_addiction I didn’t get married, we were only engaged.thank you that’s very kind. 
          	  I am so pretty now- and I’m sure you’ll get your glow up too- 
          	  Yeah man- that was rough. 
          	  And thanks. 
          	  I’ve become more healthy then ever now.
          	  I’m sorry about that. I’m in a much better emotional space now, then I was then. 
          	  It’s very sweet of you to have done that, it means so much to me, that people actually cared when that happened.
          	  
          	  I’m getting so much better. I’m helping and learning and healing so much. Trying to let go of the past, and grow into a beautiful person. Life sucks. There’s no way around it. 
          	  
          	  Thank you, so much, it means the world to me.
          	  
          	  @Daminette_addiction
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Daminette_addiction

@IslandKoala also i really do hope that you can become healthy, you survived a barrage of things, including that time you ended yourself and your sister actually wrote a message, i actually cried about it, i vaguely remember that i made some sort of small tribute for you, a short 500 something fic talking about your stories and such, but, like-well i deleted it-and its gone forever(hated myself for a while because of it, but thought that since you were okay and fine i deleted it, still regret to this day tho) and now this, i really do hope that you are well.
          	  
          	  I'm not much of a religious person-i myself am agnostic so I don't really believe in miracles by i really hope you'll be fine, and i pray that you will be alright throughout all these events 
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Daminette_addiction

@IslandKoala WAIT!? YOU WERE MARRIED!? also I'm sorry that you had to experience the loss of a person you loved, and I'm also sorry that you had to be traumatized by it, i am so, so sorry, its alright that you fell out of the fandom too, i did as well and it's alright, you dont have to apologize for it, most of the time  stuff we liked in the past wont ever last forever.
          	  
          	  But hey, it's great to see you had some sort of glow up, i bet your very beautiful now, I'm still waiting for mine despite the fact that I'm still 12(i'll be turning 13 on april 10th) and in junior high school too hahaha .
          	  
          	  Also the truck thing, thank the gods you lived, i bet your one strong lady to have survived something like that, anyways.
          	  
          	  
          	  Hope you have a wonderful day and year and month and decade for the rest of your life @IslandKoala!
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IslandKoala

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So like? I was totally gone for… way to fucking long.
          I’m sorry about that.
          A bunch of shit went down, I got hit by a truck, and nearly died, (why I left) 
          Got into therapy, discovered I’m actually super traumatized, found out my body is literally falling apart, and I can’t stop it.
          But yk what, I’m doing so good emotionally it’s funny.
          Also- I had a major fucking glow up- I’m gorgeous now. 
          I got engaged, and my fiancé fucking died- 
          Also I apparently have DID so there’s that too.
          
          And during all that, I kinda accidentally fell out of the mlb fandom.
          I’m so sorry- I won’t be writing any more of those fics.
          Sorry-

IslandKoala

@Daminette_addiction I didn’t get married, we were only engaged.thank you that’s very kind. 
            I am so pretty now- and I’m sure you’ll get your glow up too- 
            Yeah man- that was rough. 
            And thanks. 
            I’ve become more healthy then ever now.
            I’m sorry about that. I’m in a much better emotional space now, then I was then. 
            It’s very sweet of you to have done that, it means so much to me, that people actually cared when that happened.
            
            I’m getting so much better. I’m helping and learning and healing so much. Trying to let go of the past, and grow into a beautiful person. Life sucks. There’s no way around it. 
            
            Thank you, so much, it means the world to me.
            
            @Daminette_addiction
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Daminette_addiction

@IslandKoala also i really do hope that you can become healthy, you survived a barrage of things, including that time you ended yourself and your sister actually wrote a message, i actually cried about it, i vaguely remember that i made some sort of small tribute for you, a short 500 something fic talking about your stories and such, but, like-well i deleted it-and its gone forever(hated myself for a while because of it, but thought that since you were okay and fine i deleted it, still regret to this day tho) and now this, i really do hope that you are well.
            
            I'm not much of a religious person-i myself am agnostic so I don't really believe in miracles by i really hope you'll be fine, and i pray that you will be alright throughout all these events 
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Daminette_addiction

@IslandKoala WAIT!? YOU WERE MARRIED!? also I'm sorry that you had to experience the loss of a person you loved, and I'm also sorry that you had to be traumatized by it, i am so, so sorry, its alright that you fell out of the fandom too, i did as well and it's alright, you dont have to apologize for it, most of the time  stuff we liked in the past wont ever last forever.
            
            But hey, it's great to see you had some sort of glow up, i bet your very beautiful now, I'm still waiting for mine despite the fact that I'm still 12(i'll be turning 13 on april 10th) and in junior high school too hahaha .
            
            Also the truck thing, thank the gods you lived, i bet your one strong lady to have survived something like that, anyways.
            
            
            Hope you have a wonderful day and year and month and decade for the rest of your life @IslandKoala!
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yesilozi

IslandKoala

Sometimes I wanna leave this app.
          But then people like @PinkSafhires show up and i remover why I love this. 

IslandKoala

@PinkSafhires no thank you, you’re amazing, and it really makes my day to read your comments (: 
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PinkSafhires

@IslandKoala Aww! Thanks! I’m really glad you’re staying! I love your books!
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Legacy_K

IslandKoala

Ayo! Ik I haven’t posted on e of these in forever, but anygays, here we are
          Currently waiting for my hair to finish up so I can go wash out the dyeeeee
          Anywhooooo I need thoughts on what to do next for the one shots bc I have no ideassss 

1-800-PhantomQueen

@IslandKoala "It hurts and i want it to end" that's my prompt, do what you want with it ig... cause that's all i can force out about the idea...
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DreamhouseKings1

I just wanted to check up on you. How's your day been

IslandKoala

@DreamhouseKings1
            Ikr
            That’s good! I’m glad you’re doing alright (:
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DreamhouseKings1

@IslandKoala dang that sucks hopefully it gets better. It's fine. I'm good 
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IslandKoala

Awe thanks? That’s really sweet of you! 
            I’m not doing to hot, but ayyyyy what can ya do
            My meds are making my tics worse, so I have a conundrum about that, but other then that I’m pretty alright.
            You?
            @DreamhouseKings1
            (Srry it took me so long to respond )
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IslandKoala

Not me having a crisis about scars-
          I love them, they’re a symbol of what I’ve made it through. 
          But… I don’t want other people to see them, bc I’m that way, they’re a mark of shame. 
          A mark of failure.
          A mark of not being able to control myself. 
          So I don’t know. 
          
          I love them, bc they show I’ve existed- with pain, and sorrow. 
          
          But I don’t want others to see them-
          
          So wtf am I supposed to do???
          
          I can erase them- not very hard- but I’m not sure I want too

IslandKoala

@madame_abraham
            Awe, I’ve seen that one too. I just wish real people did that 
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madame_abraham

@IslandKoala i read abt this one story online, where a little girl asks her mom abt the scars on the arms of the strange woman next to her. The mother replies, "Those are marks that show that she's won a war"... The little girl looks up at the stranger in awe and gives her a hug,"you were very brave" she says before she has to leave with her mother....
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IslandKoala

Stuff brings stuff up, right? 
          Well I was talking with friends 
          And Yada Yada ya, 
          
          And I tempered something of my childhood. 
          
          As a small child, I was terrified of being forgotten… so I left fingerprints on everything I could, bc hopefully, that would mean they wouldn’t forget me. 
          
          I was young, probably to young to know what fingerprints were, when this started.