ItsBraedon

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he hurt me. Badly. I lost my temper on a comment about drugs,and i said things i shouldnt have...he knows me so damn well. He knows everything about me. He knows how close my mom was to me. what happened. He understands that i feel like shit. I cant believe i gave into temptation....it was so fucking stupid. i want to tell him im sorry....that im just upset right now...but i dont know how...i deleted our messages....i erased all i could....i smashed my phone.....i even fucking punched my wall....he knows my darkest secret.....he knows everything...he was my best friend....everyone pm @XXSHAUNXX for me. tell him braedon is so fucking sorry and that no matter how much he's mad at me...that if he ever forgives me.....to talk to me...on my new account....i said alot of shit....and i just want things to be okay. im confused. and hurt. and scared. and just...im sorry. Im so god damn tired of leaving everyone i think cares. of them leaving me back...i miss sean...alot.....if any of you mind.....just...tell sean i said "braedon is sorry as fuck and will do anything if you forgive him for being suck a jerk and such a horrid person"

ItsBraedon

this message may be offensive
he hurt me. Badly. I lost my temper on a comment about drugs,and i said things i shouldnt have...he knows me so damn well. He knows everything about me. He knows how close my mom was to me. what happened. He understands that i feel like shit. I cant believe i gave into temptation....it was so fucking stupid. i want to tell him im sorry....that im just upset right now...but i dont know how...i deleted our messages....i erased all i could....i smashed my phone.....i even fucking punched my wall....he knows my darkest secret.....he knows everything...he was my best friend....everyone pm @XXSHAUNXX for me. tell him braedon is so fucking sorry and that no matter how much he's mad at me...that if he ever forgives me.....to talk to me...on my new account....i said alot of shit....and i just want things to be okay. im confused. and hurt. and scared. and just...im sorry. Im so god damn tired of leaving everyone i think cares. of them leaving me back...i miss sean...alot.....if any of you mind.....just...tell sean i said "braedon is sorry as fuck and will do anything if you forgive him for being suck a jerk and such a horrid person"

ItsBraedon

Anyone who needs a boost today should read these. (i got them off tumblr)
          
          You’re not ugly...Society is.
          
          Don't Judge My Journey, If You Haven't Walked My Path
          
          Everyone Is Trying To Accomplish Something Big When Life Is Made Up Of Small Things
          
          You Were Given This Life Because You Were Strong Enough To Live It.
          
          Don't Worry About The People That Talk About You Behind Your Back. There Behind You For A Reason
          
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                YOUR 
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panda_dalls

@ItsBraedon  I had cut beginning of freshmen year because of family and teachers it countied sophomore year and I didn't break skin till my 17 maby 16 birthday I remember how scared and how horrified the lady looked that was in the bathroom when I asked her for a band aid and then she just kinda left me alone and then my mom came in and  I pulled down my sleeve I had to wear Long selves for to whole Maby three months  it was awful and after that  I still get  to the point we're I want to so I.ve been clean. After that  I just not sure  how keep clean  how do u do it

ItsBraedon

@panda_dalls i made...alot of mistakes...but i found friends...people who i call family...i made alot of proimises.....ones that...i cant break....and i've been clean and its not that hard...alll you gotta do is remember why you stopped
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