I made a promise that I would do my very best to love myself, but I am failing miserably.
I live in the UK, and things are bad here. The first lockdown we had was good for me - I was less stressed and I found home learning easier. However, this time around, my anxiety is through the roof.
I feel trapped. It's like I'm stuck in this box and I can't get out. I can't leave the house because of COVID-19 . Because people don't care enough about others to follow the rules. Others like me.
I'm struggling, so much. I can't keep doing this, the same routine, day in, day out. I feel like crying all the time. If I don't, I feel somewhat empty. I want to call out for help but something is stopping me.
I swore that I would try my best to love myself but right now I cannot find it in me to.