drowning fish.

oh wow..
          I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAD THIS UM 
          I think I stopped using it after someone's book got deleted cs it was the only reason I was basically still on here even though they didn't update very much..
          yeah I promise I'm not dead I just haven't been on here for a few months :))
          I don't think I'm here to stay though lol

haiiii heloo :3 (dangerous intent)

happy new year dude

IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS I CAN SMELL IT
          where are you guys going for Christmas?

what is ur goofy ahh doing in the comments of a fnaf fanfic (not specifying which one)

hi.
          i feel like my classmates are talking shit about me behind my back which makes me wanna.. idk die? 
          being friends with someone doesn't only make you happy, but you get upset, or worried, anxious, or terrified if they show a different reaction
          
          sure i may be overthinking, but ...?
          yeah im starting to cry 

hi how are you guys?? doing good? i hope so, if not, it will get better, trust me on this. 
          
          
          also sorry ive been so inactive ive been so busy 

(venting cause i'm on the verge of tears:)
           i literally fucking hate my cousins. i thought they would like me like they adore my brother, but it's obvious that they don't. 
          
          got one ginger ale from a bar and they wouldn't talk to me for the entire yesterday
          
          today i went to a cookout and got a sprite and a coke to take home, and i found them empty (my cousin and my brother drank them)
          
          I CAN'T FUCKING HAVE SHIT IN THIS DAMN HOUSE. 
          
          i honestly thought i'd be sad seeing them go home but i'm livid and want them to leave. 
          
          it's not about the drinks, it just that anything i do they have a problem with it. it's like they're trying to make me cry, or trying to make me angry.
          
          i like to feel bold, but i'm a very sensitive person at times. 
          
          the last time i saw them was in april and at that time they still made fun of me.
          i only wanted them to come so i could have fun with them but they keep making me feel like bullshit 
          
          they personally exclude me from games, eat all my food, and even make fun of the things i enjoy. 
          and above all that they insult me.
          if i tell my parents they'll just tell me to suck it up or make them apologize. 
          last time they didn't and still insulted me when they THOUGHT i was gone.
          
          i'm so sorry if you're reading this i feel like i'm oversharing and i think you think i'm overreacting 

should i quit? i mean..
          
          - most of the authors i read books from have either quit or discontinued their books
          
          - others just simply not writing/updating
          
          -those with very nice books have either none / unfinished sequels
          
          - running out of books to read D:
          
          - others are rewriting, but are barely revisiting
          
          - some updating before the summer, and unfortunately not during it 
          
          - i also have a really bad habit of rereading books that are unfinished and i keep getting disappointed 
          
          
          
          if you have any recommendations for books, hmu but be cautious cause i'm probably gonna fall asleep; 
          thank you!

I'm bored