JUSTMIKASASHOE

Just posted a new Hanji fanfiction, go check it out!!!!

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Hm. Hi guys. 
          
          So i know i've been kinda missing and not updating for a while and i'm really sorry about it. You guys desserve an ending and i'm working on new AOT fanfictions so, i did not abandoned my writing at all!
          
          Problem is, i just kept re-reading Mercenary and i just dont like what i'm seeing. This fanfiction has a lot of potential and questions that i dont think im able to deliever nor answer and, im deeply thinking of just re-writing or deleting it.
          
          I just need some time you know? I'm really in a hard place right now. Two days ago i got sent to the hospital because of a panic attack and it was the most humiliating and scariest moment of my life. Words cannot describe how i feel nor how fucked up my mental state really is.
          
          I love Mercenary and i love writing. Your comments on my book are the highlight of my day, thank you reader for giving a chance to my book
          
          I'm sorry for everything, no one will read this anyways, but i just thought it would be nice to come clean with you guys.
          
          
          Love, Vitoria

JUSTMIKASASHOE

@ HxxxNEYY omg you're so sweet, thank you <3, seriously
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HxxxNEYY

take all the time you ever need, your well being and overall health is the most important thing. i'm so damn sorry that you're going through so much right now and i know words are not enough but i wish that everything gets better for you soon and that if you ever need anything, anything at all, i'm always here for you. i hope you're doing much better and that you are well. i'm sorry you had to go through that, so damn much. i know how scary it is and how confusing everything is, but trust me when i say it gets better, even though right now it may not seem like it. your emotions are completely valid, anything that you're feeling. 
            
            your writing is amazing, don't stress about it. and don't feel bad about not writing as much as you want or if you feel that your work is not up to a standard that you wish it was. we are our own hardest critiques in everything that we do, so most of the time we judge ourselves too harsh that we blind ourselves from the talent we truly have. so don't worry about it and take all the time you ever need. we will be here when you come back. <3
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