Jewel

Age: 16

You couldn't even begin to understand what goes on in my head.
Shit, I don't even understand 75% of what goes on in my head.

I don't do this whole fan-for-fan thing. I won't fan anyone unless I genuinely like their work so please don't fan me expecting me to fan you back just because you fanned me. Fan me only if you actually like my work. I do check out all my fans' work though and choose who I'll fan back based on that.

Strangers think I'm quiet
My friends think I'm outgoing
My best friends know that I'm completely insane

I've always wanted to visit an asylum. I wanna interview a mass murder, preferably one who's a teenage girl. As for the questions I would ask... you know what, that's not important.

Things I like:
Music.... I listen to a variety of music, but I don't listen to country
Anime
Blood... don't ask
Reading
Writing... sorta
Daydreaming... I live in my own little world
Dimly lit rooms
Solitude
Rain
Winter
Chicken...fried chicken
If I could, I would draw all day

Things I hate:
People
Life... Or rather,  life hates me
Unnecessary loud noise
Bright lights
Grilled chicken
 Turkey bacon
Summer
School
Cough Syrup
The color yellow

I'm that person who could be locked in a room with a stranger for days, but won't say a single thing, unless I'm spoken to first.

I'm also that person who randomly starts contemplating life and death and the purpose of human existence. Really though, why are we here? It's not like we've helped the planet. All we've done is fuck it up. We're all just parasites on this planet. We don't need any apocalypse or giant meteor to strike Earth. Humanity will be the death of itself. 

People who think they know me, don't
People who think they can figure me out, can't
People who think they can stop me, shouldn't

I know I'm real fucked up in the head, but sometimes I wonder if I truly am insane. Maybe I'm not. Maybe I just perceive things differently than others....  But isn't it that rare perception that defines me as insane?