I am mad at those financially stable people who don't take their studies seriously, like give me your goddamn money. I am suffering asf to have a weekly allowance and to pay my tuition but I am studying so hard until I feel dizzy. My nose is already bleeding and I am sleeping at 6 am and waking up at 630am because I still have face-to-face classes.
I can't even buy myself clothes, food that I want to know what it tastes like, new black shoes (My black shoes look like it went to a cold war), I only have one uniform so I need to wash it every night, my everyday expenses are larger than my everyday allowance.
I know being born rich is luck and that is not their fault and that is my point, it's luck so embrace it and don't let it go to waste because there are people like me who wish to have what they have.
My after-class was always 730pm, and I'm going home without food on the table, this is such torture to me.
Sorry for making this Wattpad account into a Twitter account, I just want to have a safe place to rant.