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Dear Anyone who reads this,
It’s clear you guys don’t understand or care about what mental hospitals do to people. It hurts and kills people.
I was threatened with mental hospitals/wards stays growing up and I’m traumatized by it. You don’t care or understand it! I have traumatic flashbacks from those times, nightmares, and what ifs!
I’m scared I’ll lose scared myself and forget about my friends, cartoons, etc. I might be broken and forced to give up my cartoons and toys. I won’t have emotions anymore and be brainwashed! I might even kill myself.
But you don’t care, do you? It’s all for control isn’t it? So you can have a robot or a doll, to control and force to obey you. That’s all you guys care about isn’t it! You don’t even love me! You only want control over me my life and mind!
I’m done you’re not my fucking family anymore. I only trust Aunt Mary now. I fucking hate Tonya and her family and this family. Hope you’re happy losing me.
Jurnee.