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Oofies. 

I’m so done. I won’t be updating my book, which is why I unpublished it, I’m sorry. 
          Everything is just shitty right now and I can’t be bothered. 

you know when I started my boy x boy book, I didn’t think it’ll get big or anything, I was just doing it for fun and seeing the reads go up every few weeks makes me happy because there’s people out there who actually enjoy the stupid stories I make, even if they make no sense or don’t have the perfect grammar lmao. But oh well, it’s fine. At least they enjoy them:’) 

kdjsshsg I hate myself sm rn 

Still working on requests:’) should be done next week or so. 

Hmm, should I make a bts boy x boy one shot book? or kpop boy x boy one shot? 

I literally only have one thing that makes me happy so far when I feel down. 
          Bts literally makes me happy, those 7 dorks are just wow, I never knew they can make me feel like this. It’s quite surprising honestly. 
          I love them so much, I can’t even lol. 

It kinda sucks that I’ve lost all motivation to do anything, I’ve literally been out of school for 4 weeks because my mental health has been a bish to me lately and it’s stopping me from going. 
          My mental health isn’t usually this bad but heck, something happened and it just went downhill from there. Holy crap. I hate myself so much right now. I wish I wasn’t the way I am right now lol. But that’s life, oof 

I miss all the people I used to talk too, I miss certain people and honestly this sucks not being close to them anymore lol. They seem happier though. 

Meep