moony

i haven't felt like myself for weeks. how am i still functioning?!

how are we holding up, beatles fan? can't believe that i just listened to a new beatles song for the first time, is this how teenage beatlemaniacs felt when a new beatles album came out?  surreal and very emotional. i love them so much.

idk how that happened. i've been worried about my place in the club for months(literally posted about it) and suddenly our club moderator just tells me out of blue, "hey, have i told you already? you're the new features editor!" AND YES i missed our first damn meeting last week and i just found out today. like they still gave ME the responsibility LMAO my head hurts

holy moly i am now the features editor of our campus journalism club :0000

i will not survive college FUCCCKKK

i hate my social anxiety. pls i'm a senior and i still don't know how to approach people arfhjfkdkkfj

i had the most awful dream and now it got me thinking if i should pray again, because what if it's a sign? LMAO 

i feel like a fraud in my campus journalism club cause i joined a month late last year so i didn't undergo a screening, and until now, i'm still a member. LIKE THE PRESSURE IS REAL. i don't even know my own position dawg lmao, like i just wanted to try and see how the club works but now i have to commit to it. 
          
          i only wrote two articles last school year, and i wasn't satisfied with it cause it was awful as hell. so yeah idk god i hate being a socially anxious person. anyway, wish me luck, hope i don't give up and jump off a cliff

classes start tomorrow and we have no water for three days like what the actual shit bro :'(  

happy birthday to me :DD