Kalyssa_Winchester

@ALIVE_and_STRONG it doesn't really fit into a category but my favourite bands are 5 seconds of summer, twenty one pilots, fall out boy, and sleeping with sirens. But I also like one direction, Shawn mendes, plain white t's, and lots of random other artists 

Kalyssa_Winchester

"********Jannet's P.O.V******** 
          
          Liam,Louis,Zayn and harry were crying. We had been at niall's funeral for over two hours now.
          
          The five of us were the only ones their. I felt something weird in harry it was the way he looked.
          
          Unlike the others that looked breoken and disappointed he didn't. I could even say he was faking it.
          
          But maybe he is sad and he is trying to hold it in, cause you know he is a guy and guys supposedly dont cry.
          
          We didn't have niall anymore. We didn't get a chance to see his face one last time because harry said the wooden stake he found in his chest had affected many parts of his body.
          
          I remember how i begged harry to let me see him but he told me no everytime. He told me if i saw him i was going to get more sad.
          
          I stopped begging him when i didn't have more strength in me. I had cried a lot and now no more tears were coming out of my eyes.
          
          I was sitting down sobbing slowly. I had calmed down a little. I had a horrible headache for crying a lot but i didn't care.
          
          I was shaking but again i didn't care all i wanted was niall. Who would've done that to him and why? I asked myself.
          
          Suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up and saw harry.
          
          "Jannet we need to get you home, You have to rest. You haven't sleep well this last days." He said but i didn't respond.
          
          I looked down and shaked my head. "I don't want to" I said in a voice that held no feelings in it.
          
          "Jannet please do this for me" He said with a worried face but again i didn't do nothing just stare at the floor.
          
          I wasn't going to do anything for anyone unless they were niall. He gave me strength and warmth. How could i go on without him.
          
          Maybe i should just kill myaelf now that i have the chance. If i turn into a vampire I'll never die and why would i want to live if niall's not here.
          
          Yeah that's exactly what i should do kill myself before it's too late.
          
          *******Joe's P.O.V****** 
          
          Niall had told us a..." http://wattpad.com/story/5259858