~[HJVE]~

Hello again
          
          
          
          I came back from the dead
          
          
          
          I'm in the middle of vacation and still haven't written anything because my brain is empty lol. I did find a story I was planning on making like, years ago, and reading the draft for the first chapter made me wanna pick it up. So, that's what I'll do. Whether it'll be up to the quality of my other works is unknown, since as said before, I haven't written anything in ages. 
          
          At this point I just want to pick up an old hobby and do something with it so I won't end up wasting the entire summer break. As for dissonance, I have a couple drafts for the one shots (or two-shots), so I'll probably publish them. Someday. They're not finished yet.
          
          MSW on the other hand, is officially discontinued. I don't know if I already said it in my previous announcements but I'll say it here just in case. It was made by past me who had no idea about how to write properly so it resulted into, that.. It will be left up for nostalgia purposes tho, as well as a reminder for my future self. Because hey, improvement!!!
          
          That's all really, and I hope you guys are having a good day!

Hello
          
          
          Yes I'm still alive
          
          
          It's just school is taking up most of my time,  and when I do have free time, I play genshin to relieve stress (if someone wants to play with me in the asia server feel free to dm—)
          
          So ye
          
          Hope you guys are having a nice day lol

Alright! 
          
          I have around a week of break, starting tomorrow. Well that's not sure yet, because I still have remedial classes (maybe) for failed subjects (I wasn't able to submit some homeworks in time cuz there's a lot of them from different subjects, oh and guess what, the exams were also ongoing at that time). 
          
          That said, I don't know if I'll be able to write anything, since I'm so drained from all the schoolwork. Each one of them almost always requires some sort of creativity (if y'all don't know yet, my track for shs is animation), and with every task I just feel the life drain out of me. So ye, lots of rushed works. 
          
          Anyway, I'm getting sidetracked now. So uh, good news, I have one week break. Not so good news, I still might not be able to update then. 
          
          Still, I hope you guys understand because online classes are such a pain rn :')))

@galat1a  ahhh sorry late reply huhu, but thanks for the concern though! schoolwork is more than ever so i dunt have time for rest rlly, thus the reason for my inactivity :'))) hope ur doing fine tho :DD <3 <3 <3

So uhh
          
          
          I can write now
          
          Somehow
          
          
          But I can't seem to finish anything I write
          
          
          For those waiting for updates on my stories, My Selfless Wish will be discontinued. I don't really know where to go with the plot, soooo... As for Dissonance, don't worry there's still hope :DD I'm writing Aubrey's backstory at the moment, but I don't know when I'll be finished. Online classes are coming around the corner and my switch turns off and on without warning... 
          
          I'm really sorry for making you guys wait for so long. I had writer's block for months, so to make up for the time I wasn't able to write, I made art. If you want to check them out, you can go to @hjve624 on Instagram (only if you want to tho). I'm glad I'm able to write something now, but I don't know if it's up to the "quality" of Dissonance's writing. But I'm really doing my best, because my writing style can differ greatly depends on what I've recently read and/or feeling. In the case of DIssonance, I was reading a lot of poems at that time, and was feeling kinda sad ngl (I'm okay tho, I just like coming up with sad scenarios in my head)
          
          I do hope you understand—
          
          With that, have a good day and stay safe <3 <3 <3

Please check out this story and support the author and illustrators!  It is made by a friend of mine, and I can assure you that the experience will be great!! <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/231628358

Thanks for following!

Gahhh 
          
          I want to write but I can't T^T
          
          I've been staring at my  empty draft for hours and I still haven't written a sentence, yet alone a wordd :(((((
          
          I've had this writer's block for months now so I really want to go and write something, ANYTHING, but whenever I try all I could spit out are basic words that bore the crap out of me :/ 
          
          Just when I have an idea for a new story too, and this happens?! TT^TT

Yayyy I'm feeling like crap again :DD
          
          
          
          Hope this won't be for long cuz I honestly want to do something productive rn
          
          Like broo I have goals, let me achieve at least one of them plz
          
          
          I'm sicc of feeling like I can't do shiz. I'm sicc of feeling like I'm a failure (I know deep down I kinda am tho) cuz people around me are doing better than me. 
          
          
          Can I just live without having to compare myself to others?? Pretty please??? 

Oh wow I hate my mind lmao
          
          
          
          
          Why do you keep on bombarding me with negative thoughts even if I'm not doing anything? Like dude, I just want to read books and scroll through my newsfeed peacefully. Let me be happy for once :/