Kiri_nnn

Just a question, how would u guys feel about a Q & A and possibly a face reveal

_a_confused_person_

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Fuck yeah  (only share ur facw if u comfy with it tho)
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_cyan_pierogi_

@Kiri_nnn Only do it if you wanna o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o
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_cyan_pierogi_

@QueenOfTheCrux Honestly I totally agree with this
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Kiri_nnn

Just a question, how would u guys feel about a Q & A and possibly a face reveal

_a_confused_person_

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Fuck yeah  (only share ur facw if u comfy with it tho)
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_cyan_pierogi_

@Kiri_nnn Only do it if you wanna o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o
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_cyan_pierogi_

@QueenOfTheCrux Honestly I totally agree with this
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Kiri_nnn

I almost got hit by a semi walking home from school today.
          
          so I got off the bus and pressed the little crosswalk button, it went beep boop beep voop, meaning u could cross, I was taught that u wait for the cars to stop so i waited I saw my route has 3 buses that go to different places and one bus was blocking my view of the driving lane farthest from me, it had stopped. there was like a foot or so from me and the semi that passed. so please, use designated crosswalks and wait for cars to come to a complete stop, and if u are driving, be mindful of pedestrians that are around in ur surroundings. 
          
          and now i can't sleep bc I'm thinking of all the possible outcomes of that one situation.
          please be mindful when driving and to everyone, be mindful of ur surroundings

kinsunne

@QueenOfTheCrux im sorry? how does getting diagnosed with autism lighten the mood of kirin ALMOST getting hit by a truck? The correlation between those two are non-existent and trying to "lighten the mood" with that is sort of scummy! its basic decency to not make it about yourself during someones vents or rants since its extremely insensitive and or plain rude to do that. In the future, i believe it would just be best if you regarded the feelings of other people in your mind and not turn someone's vent post into something about you.
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BoxGremlin_1

Just trying to lighten the mood
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kinsunne

@QueenOfTheCrux hey dude in the kindest way possible maybe dont vent or tell off topic stories on rants or vents?? its extremely disregarding to the person posting abt their feelings- in which case its Kirin. it makes his feelings just felt pushed aside and thats just not nice :( plus its a little iffy all by itself. congrats you got diagnosed but here is not the best place to publish that information.
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Kiri_nnn

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OKAY IVE GOT MORE-
          
          
          Making out to here with me, Its not like a hard make out sesh, Its gentle and giggly.
          
          The top straddles the bottom and just pulls back for a bit and carresses the bottoms cheek. While the bottom carresses the tops thighs and waist.
          
          Making out to streets. This was my friends idea but like. making out leading to teasing and like shit. Hands just gliding over the skin. 
          
          
          Fuck im so single…anyone wanna be my gf (im /j)

chaxwonz

@Kiri_nnn we match each other's energy we should totally be together/j
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Kiri_nnn

@chaxwonz mine bc i was to energetic! And bc i opened up to them. I was too much to handle
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Kiri_nnn

@chaxwonz damn ok…*treat me like white tee..dont do me dirty* /j
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Kiri_nnn

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I need a gf….. (this is a bit spicy, what im about to say…)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Okay hear me out…if she doesnt fuck me to ‘i wanna be urs’ by arctic monkeys, thats an immediate pass. 
          Like- 
          
          Like, its a slow song. Bring out the long moans and shit
          
          Praise me.
          
          Call me a good boy. 
          
          Leave marks all over my body…
          
          Yk?
          
          Just settin my standards bc my last relationship…was…interesting. Not like in a bad way or anything….
          
          Ahem…
          
          
          I need sleep. (I back myself into a body pillow bc it feels like someone is behind me and i feel safe.)
          
          (Is that normal?)
          
          
          *dances cutely*

_a_confused_person_

Ayo?? Thats kinda gay of you  
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Kiri_nnn

Lost in the fire…dim lights. Her moving slowly into me…hands wandering my body as she kisses up my body…..
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Kiri_nnn

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          Ngl math got me wanting to kms
          
          I did my best to do the hw, but i did it completely wrong.
          Then my teacher like fuckin yells at me "no i dont accept this in my class. This is not work.
          She coulda told me what it fucking ment instead of making me fucking embarrassed infront of the fucking class
          Then she brings over scented tissues (i have alergies) so im like "no thanks" bc i can smell the scent of em. I told her about it and she like freaks out and im tryna tell her its fine which makes me feel bad bc i made her feel bad. 
          Then after class shes like " i dont hate u and stuff" like tryna be all nice and shit
          Then i go out of the class and start crying into my friends shoulder. 
          
          I take the bus home so i was tryna not look like a big cry baby on the bus.
          
          Overall today was a shitty day!
          
          
          
          
          
          Sorry for my little vent! Um pre-cal SUCKS BOOTY.

_a_confused_person_

She also doesnt know how to do math 
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Kiri_nnn

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@Cyan_Plaa sadly this is how she acts. Like shes an overall nice teacher but i just hate how she calls people out and shit. 
            
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_cyan_pierogi_

@Kiri_nnn That's definitely not the way a teacher should act... but at least she tried to be nice after class. And dw about venting, I'm sure there's a lot of people out there to support you as soon as you tell them about your problems! <3 (oh yeah and sorry for sounding like an AI, drone, siri, google assistant pick me :,>)
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Kiri_nnn

Ok so. Ive gotten a taste of what my school life is, and um. Im going to be honest. When i come home i have no motivation what so ever. I am tired, overstimulated. Then have to complete mounds of math homework which drains me even more. 
          
          I will be taking a break from writing to focus on school more. I dont know when i will be back but i will upload the chapter i have in my drafts 
          
          This means i will be putting my Beiguang book on a haitus for the time being. Im am very sorry. 
          
          My last chapter will be this saturdays, then the haitus. Hopefully if i get bursts of writing energy i will write but not publish. I may write tiny oneshots on the beiguang oneshot book if i have energy.
          
          Again. I am extremely sorry for this, i really dont want to but its for the best.

_cyan_pierogi_

@Kiri_nnn I understand your decision and the reasons behind it. Though I enjoyed reading, I know that the mental health of a real person is more important than my entertainment. Get better soon. <3
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BoxGremlin_1

Okay. Dw, my updating is changed too lol
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Kiri_nnn

WHY DO I HAVE TO START SCHOOL TODAAAYYYYYY 
          
          
          
          
          NAUUURRRR i only get to go for the afternoon :)

_cyan_pierogi_

@QueenOfTheCrux I... Uh, I honestly don't know what to say, I've never had problems with bullying so I can't really say that I fully understand your situation. All I can do is wish you the best.
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BoxGremlin_1

@Cyan_Plaa I don’t know either… I’ve already decided to quit volleyball because of how bad it is though. My mental health is suffering from it.
            
            Though for some reason writing relaxes me so i write a lot
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_cyan_pierogi_

@QueenOfTheCrux You do? Not that I don't believe you, I'm just genuinely curious as to why anyone would. (Ofc you don't have to answer if u don't want to)
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Kiri_nnn

Guys, drop song recommendations pls. 

BoxGremlin_1

Siren- Kailee Morgue
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Kiri_nnn

Just in general
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_cyan_pierogi_

@Kiri_nnn wdym like in general or fitting to beiguang or whut?
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