@i-am-a-Vamp-lover I am practically speechless... I am truly happy that my story helped and impacted you in such a way. To be able to show that light at the end of the tunnel, or provide that hope and lending hand if even by mere words on a page was my whole reason to write Rivers of Black. I wanted those out there suffering, or those that knew someone suffering, to have the courage to get better or help them. No one ever said this life was easy, and for some that dark cloud hangs heavier than others, but I am truly glad the story could help you. You're only the second person to have ever been impacted by it so much, and while I wish the message would reach more ears, it sadly does not with the nature of it. Still, to hear it has helped at least one more makes it all worth it. I wish you the best, and don't ever let the darkness overtake your light. ❤️