caffiene- in-my-system

"Society knows perfectly well how to kill a man and has methods more subtle than death"

"can i be your cigarette
so you can pull me out 
of a black dark box
so you can light me up 
when i'm cold
so you can keep me on 
your lips
so you can inhale me 
even though you know
how toxic i am
but you don't really care 
cause you love that feeling 
in your lungs"

"don't tell me I am pretty or thin or sweet or good until you have crawled inside my skin and felt the depths and shallows of me. only I  know who I am. I live inside myself and it is a rotting cage."