Laura Leggins

I am a single mother of 9 + children, I have had the titles of, Daughter, Girlfriend, Fiance, wife, and mom. The 1s I  cherished the most were the unspoken ones. Protector, MonsterSlayer, Hero! I love my kids with all of my heart as they are not just my everything but my world. I realized that there was one title that I had forgotten about.  I forgot about the title of LAURA. I forgot about myself. I had been everything for everyone for so long that I had forgotten that I existed. As I had been there for so many others I guess I assumed that someone was there for me as well. Turns out I was wrong, and because of that bad assumption,  I was lost, silenced and forgotten.  No 1 realizes how easy it is to forget about yourself and how so much harder it is to get yourself back, what very little was left if anything of me.  The amount of emotional and mental strength to get through  the steps of recovering yourself is beyond anything I thought even I had in me.  If any of you out there have found yourself to be lost, silenced and forgotten or even just one of these, I'm here for u and you can schedule an appointment to talk through facebook.com/bonnieb.aka.fatgirlnukies and I am here to listen to talk or for what ever it is u may need.  Just let me know u r  from Wattpad and use promo code in your message WATTYPADPASS.  For me I guess u could say mine came in steps.  Not 1s that I recognized as the destruction of me leading to my what I wished for a moment in time off and on to be my ending.  If you find yourself more often then not in autopilot for most days then please WAKE THE FUCK UP! If you find yourself constantly day dreaming about which tree is thicker and would for sure take you out of this world when full throttle Driving your car into it Then please WAKE THE FUCK UP!  My suggestion is to get some help now, whether it be to message me or see a shrink or to just talk to anyone  Now would be the time. Before its to late before you find that you are Silenced....