decaying_blossoms
hi? sorry uhm just wanted to see if ur still here
Le_Spyro_25
nastilyalit1tmis
Do уou publish on Neobook ?
decaying_blossoms
oh hi
Le_Spyro_25
@helicopter_stan i still remember you !!! its really cool to know that someone remembered me haha
decaying_blossoms
oh i did not expect you to respond haha
i was going through some lists with a friend and saw ur acc so i was like omg you i remember you
although i dunno if you remember me lmfao i've done a lot of profile changes
Le_Spyro_25
@helicopter_stan no way hi !! i didnt think anyone remembered me since i never really use wattpad anymore lmao
Le_Spyro_25
hello everyone!
it's that special time of the year again, Christmas!
I'm sorry that I couldn't personally be here to wish you all a merry christmas (this message has been passed on by a friend if you're confused) but, nonetheless, Merry Christmas to all of you!!
-Spy <33
Le_Spyro_25
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God fucking damn it I couldn't access Wattpad again for ages hhh
Ok basically my friend has the Wattpad app on her phone so I'll probably just use that now (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞
Uhhhhhhhhh that's pretty much it bye kids
OliTheGeek
There’s two of us now on here it seems :)
Le_Spyro_25
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how long has it been?
how long have I been away?
what have I missed?
what's changed?
I came back to 10.6k notifs so...I've been away for a while, huh?
haha...
well, I'm back now.
and although I really want to start this on a positive note, I need to address something.
If you think I'm lying, that's okay, I understand, but I honestly want advice.
so all the anger that my parents have, well they're basically taking it all out on me
hurrah
I've bled from them scratching me twice today and my wrist has been hurting the entire day since one of them twisted it (it's around 9pm where I am and the pain hasn't gotten better, I'm typing this with one hand)
I'm at a friends house right now because we just had a massive argument and my parents started shouting at me so I said I was going for a sleepover and packed my bags so here I am.
and keep in mind I would just up and leave but I'm twelve and all my family members live in India and Poland while I'm stuck in England.
none of my friends believe me because my parents act all 'uwu would you like a drink uwuwuwu' around everyone so I can't actually get help from my friends so that's fun isn't it.
I don't want to talk to my school about it because they will make it worse (they've made a lot of things worse in the past)
my dad used to be ok but ever since I came out it want downhill. he straight up shouted at me telling me how much of a disappointment I was and how I was a disgrace to the whole family and how ashamed of me he was.
on a brighter note yay woohoo I'm back but probably not for long
anyway, so, advice please?
also my god I've missed all of you so so so fucking much
these months I've been away, every single day I've been brainstorming ideas to get back, I could not stop thinking about you all, I swear.
I love you guys so fucking much <3
-Iskall
@Le_Spyro_25 Of course!! Stay safe there, if you ever need anything, feel free to ask! We care about you, stay safe <3
-Chron-
@Le_Spyro_25 (Oh yeahhh- sOoO- I can tell you what I remember for rp- Altho- I’m confused over when was what- so- if you saw these- sorry- -Suki died. Suki, a wholesome doggo, died from injuries against a new villain (and this villain is possessing Crooked) -Smol had to be grounded, and almost all her accounts got deleted- that was non-rp, of course- but Smol in rp got depressed and locked herself up when Suki died -Remember the Gsk ship? Well- so- Rainy made Isk swear to confess to G- except- uhhh- Isk had to permadie two days ago in irl time- -And Poultry is leaving forever next month- )
JAMIE_Mosasaurus
Hello! I don't know how many people will see this but I'm using an account of my irl friend. Not the same as last time lol. Anyway, I've been locked out of my Wattpad account because of my family app. I'm not dead thank god. Anyway, I'm sorry for worrying anyone who was worried but I'm are also sorry to announce that I'll be off Wattpad until I turn 14. Aka for a year.
Oh extra news I came out to my parents and it went horrid so yay to that ;-;
I hope everyone enjoyed the holidays btw, I'll see you next year :')
I'll miss y'all ;-;
Goodbye.
Le_Spyro_25
so life update
I think it may be for the best if my parents divorce at this point
because they both got so mad today that my mom managed to give my dad a bleeding scratch
don't ask how but that happened...
then they both started slamming cupboard doors and...yeah you can see where this went
what do you guys think...?
because im actually rethinking being worried because they were getting a divorce
im worried that they AREN'T getting a divorce because idk how mad they'll get when something big happens
because this one was very minor
it was someone forgetting to do something
so yeah...
-Iskall
@Le_Spyro_25 )(Ohmygoodness I’m so sorry I didn’t see this until now- It does sound like they should get a divorce and/or marriage counseling. I hope you’re staying out of it, divorces can be nasty. Stay safe and I’m sorry you’re seeing your parents fight. You can always talk to us if you need to.)(
JerAndYmeAreGriDs
@Le_Spyro_25 hey, I haven't really been checking up on my friends and I know I'm like 2 days late but I really hope you yourself are staying out of the way. Please don't get hurt or accidently get roped in. I would say talk it out with your parents but from when I tried it didn't exactly help (made my mother hate me even more) so maybe do you have someone you could talk to? Or maybe a friend?
Le_Spyro_25
so...
y'all...
I'm actually....slightly worried
uh slightly may be an understatement but anyway
it's not about covid, nor is it about the challenge that's going around
it's actually something...a bit more personal tbh
obviously I don't mind sharing it with you all because I trust y'all and I wouldn't be writing this if I wasn't comfortable sharing it.
idk if I'm over reacting but
my parents seem to absolutely d e s p i s e each other atm
I don't mean a bit of bickering here and there
I mean to the point where my dad has been...actually slightly violent to my mom
and yeah you can probably see where this is going
my mom has sometimes 'jokingly' said to me that she should just up and leave
now I'm not so sure it's a joke anymore
oh yeah and my parents are bribing me, both of them, to join 'their side'.
my mom even says 'im not telling you to take sides' and then I do something with my dad (e.g. play a board game) and then she makes me feel guilty for it by saying things like 'oh, it looks like you're taking sides' and then looks at me with this hurt look which makes me feel really bad. But then a part of me is like 'wait you said that you're not forcing me to take sides...but then you're making me feel guilty for doing anything with him...'
oh yeah and she says stuff like 'you need to make it look like you're a bit on my side, you know? Because I'm in the right, he's in the wrong' and then, later the same day if I do anything with my dad it's hurt look and I feel bad.
his tactic is simple.
make it seem he's right, boom.
again, am I over reacting?
should I be worried?
and...should I pick a side?
if so...who's in the right?
or is it that I'm in the right?
sorry for the rant...I was just worried and don't really like to talk to irl friends about this stuff because the last time I did, even though I e x p l i c i t l y told them not to tell my parents,
they managed to tell my parents. so i've kinda stopped trusting them
but yeah...can anyone help?
Le_Spyro_25
@_GMAN_ wattpad decided to be stupid and I didn't see your message. Sorry! But yeah, what you've said is probably the best guess but at this point, I think they should actually at least take a break from one another because I can tell they're really unhappy. But thank you, a lot <3
_GMAN_
(Oh dear, I know how you feel. I can help you with any questions you have so don’t be afraid to ask. If things become too much just tell them how you feel and what you think would be the best solution.
It seems like both of your parents love you, and they both want custody over you.
I can talk to you and see want you want and I can tell you how you can get your parents to compromise. Because it sounds like they might get divorced. Which can be stressful.
I’m here to talk if need be <3)