This is another one of those nights.. don’t read it if you don’t really care, I get it honestly just venting here XD
I just feel like I’m nothing, so disposable.. my only way to shine or be noticed is with the things I write, the drawings I make, the projects I do.. but when it’s about keeping my friends close, wanting to help my family, be someone lovable for who I am.. i suck
All my life, I’ve been taught to give, and serve, and put everyone before me.. if i dont live to serve, i dont serve to live.. but despite it all I dont really matter to them..
I’m tired of being called selfish and useless when I do the things i love for myself.. In tired of being nothing.. all I can do, is keep writing.. keep drawing.. keep showing what I hope I’m good at, although for many it means nothing… i get to show a little spark to you guys.. i hope my stories aren’t forgettable.. at least, not as much as I am