Well, ain’t this something.
I’ve been wanting to really talk and kind of explain my page and my books.
I want to start from the beginning, seeing as this account is almost ten years old.
I started Wattpad because well, I was a horny teen and just understanding the whole fanfic scene and shipping culture. At the time it was just normal for me to thirst over fanfics and unrealistic situations and scenarios to get by my hyperactive brain. It took nearly ten years for me to realize what it actually was.
From then to now my writing has absolutely slowed down and died down, and I wondered why for the longest time. I realized recently… within this month (October 2023) that I am hypersexual. I only write when I have a “flare up” for a lack of better words. It’s an outlet I use to help myself calm down and cope with it. I still need time to understand where it stems from and what causes me to become hyper sexual in my every day life. But this is something I’ve struggled with since puberty. As a married and grown woman, I take the responsibility of what it means to post nowadays, especially the content I put out there that still gets attention from years ago. I also have to understand the risk of making this content.
The most I can truly do is mark my content as mature and put MDNI (Minors Do Not Interact) on my content from now on and update the descriptions of my older content. I again know it won’t stop some but I still have to and want to for my own comfort and morals.
Thank you to all have been around and continue to support my older and newer content.
Peace
