Always Lost, Never Found

✓Brett Eldredge (country music celebrity crush)
✓Jake Gyllenhaal (favorite celebrity crush)
✓Morgan Wallen
✓Ed Sheeran
✓Bradley Cooper
✓Ryan Gosling
✓Asa Butterfield
✓Matthew Gray Gubler (prettiest celebrity crush)
✓Johnny Depp
 ✓Anton Viktorovich Yelchin
✓Robert Sheehan
✓Rupert Grint
✓Bob Morley
✓Iwan Rheon
✓Dallas Hart
✓Jesse Eisenberg
✓Liam Payne
✓Niall Horan
✓Louis Tomlinson
✓Sebastian Stan (hottest celebrity crush)
✓Elijah Wood (longest celebrity crush. Since I was 9).
✓Tanner Buchanan
✓Peyton Meyer
✓Jeremy Renner
✓Joey Lawrence 
✓Joe Keery
 √Jeremy Allen White
√Christopher Briney 
 I have a place in my heart for red heads and guys with longer hair.
 "I always become obsessed with those I cannot have."-Me

"We accept the love we think we deserve"- Stephan Chbosky

The reason why I use my name in a lot of my stories is because I will never find love and I, just like in the stories, am never anyone's first choice, and never will be. I will live the rest of my life alone, and I have come to terms that there is no one out there for me. The love I receive in my books is the only love I will ever get, even if it is not returned back. The only person I really want will never know I even exist. It is not in the cards for me to be with anyone and that's fine. I'm fat, ugly, worthless, depressed, annoying and so many other things. Its cool. I have realized this years ago, so it's whatever.


@sillychica and @photographygirl3 are two of my favorite people on @wattpad