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hey guys, sorry it's been a while since I've been online! hope everyone's doing well :)

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Sorry I haven't been online in so long! School and the play and my Mom's surgery this week, things have been busy!! yesterday was the anniversary of my first surgery. can't believe it's been three years. I forgot until like six o clock. so glad all that surgery stuff is over <3

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I've pretty much lost most respect for my Dad. I've gotta do homework now, but I seriously have lost most of the respect I had for him. It sucks having a Dad like that. I'm grateful that I have a Dad, but he's not a Dad to me anymore. It's like my Mom has raised my sister and I all on her own ever since my sister was born. It really,  really sucks. And one of my favorite people in the world, is leaving in Decemeber and it's so hard to say goodbye after two years of laughs, serious talks....it's really hard to think about saying goodbye. I know I'll cry on that day I say goodbye because I know this will probably be the last time I ever see her, unless she comes back. It's hard saying goodbye. Just thinking about it makes me tear up. I'm having a good day, but this stinks, man.

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@hayleyfranceschi @VampJay145 thank you guys so much, it really means a lot <3 I'm okay, I'm in a good place I'm just not sure of what to think about some of the stuff mentioned. :/ but I'm alright, I promised myself I'd never let myself get to where I used to be or let myself fall into depression again. It's hard to not fall into a depression again a little bit, but at the same time it's not for some reason I think and I think thats because I care about myself too much to let that happen.and I don't want to let myself go back to the place I was in. Thank you guys so much, I'm a little better. Just been stressed out and have been up and down with emotions lately. Thank you guys so much, you guys rock <3 I'll remember that :) and hey  if you need to talk I'm here <3 thank you guys :) xx
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Hope you're okay :(
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