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@LunexIsLost Aight, First, he's an asshole. Second, you need to give yourself some self love and self-respect. He cheated on you on how many times and because of that, it's no surprise he's going to keep doing it and your forgiveness and kindness is what he'll take advantage of. I can tell you are attached to him but do know that the more you stay with him, the more your suffering will hurt. I know it won't be easy but you'll get through it! You're strong for staying this long and I give my respect to that. So please, let him go. Move on...
I apologize if I am being too blunt but it's the truth. Again, it won't be easy moving on, but you can't keep going on like this. There are chances, but there are limits...