Makaila

NOOOOOO THEY REMOVED THE FUCKING DMS I WAS GONNA PUT STUFF INTO A DOCUMENT IF NEEDEEEDDD NOOOOOOOO I DIDNT THINK THEY'D DO IT THIS EARLYYY NOOOOO WHAT THE HELLLL I had some roelplays from a friend or even just wholesome moments from friends that I haven't saved and now I can't :((

AAAAAAA one more day left until Wattpad disables DMs :(( Sad, but I'm planning on like- not saving the DMs cuz I can't do that, but probably making a document and placing DMs there. I dunno if they're literally gonna shut them down where you can't see them anymore, or if you can see them but can't type at all, I dunno, but... oooh maybe I could email them :0 Anyways though-
          
          Oh!! I wanted to randomly say this too, but today is the Orthodox Easter, so we'll be celebrating since my dad is Orthodox I'm pretty sure :) If y'all are celebrating that too, happy Easter once again!

Thank you very much, hun!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Soooo I was able to have Prom last night! :D It was... okay I guess, it wasn't the absolute best for my senior Prom but it was... decent. It's always way too loud in the main area, plus I have no moves to show lol so I just mainly stayed at my table area. Thankfully, a couple of my friends were there though, and my sister, so I wasn't entirely lonely at all. It was sort of fun I guess..? It wasn't as fun as last time I'd say, but it was alright. I'm tired right now though cuz my sister wanted to stay until 9:45 PM kgkfjdjdjdj but I was able to sleep until about 7:30 so I got enough sleep.
          
          Anyways I hope y'all had a good Prom if y'all went too or just had a good day yesterday <33

BRUHHHH have y'all seen the new update about Wattpad?? Apparently direct messaging is gonna be removed by May 6 because "a small percentage of users find it useful" or something like that. Dude I have so many people in my DMs I gotta go through and sort stuff out eventually :(
          
          Kinda dumb if you ask me, I just thought of this- they should have it be like... an option if you want DMs or not. Like a switch, like showing if you're accepting DMs or not.
          
          But anyways yeah very small lil rant in a way

AAAAA GUYS IM SO SORRY I DIDNT SAY THIS YESTERDAY :(((( Happy late Easter!! I hope you guys had a great day yesterday, and if you'd like to tell me your plans, feel free to do so :] Or if you celebrated an alternative holiday or don't even celebrate it at all, that's perfectly okay! I hope y'all had a great day regardless <3
          
          Also, it feels so strange that it's April now gnkfjdjs it feels so weird... like... woah..... it's April now guys... wow... ya know? Oh, I will say, I'm not gonna participate in April Fools Day cuz I dislike this "holiday" due to how out of control some pranks can become. I also have no idea what kind of prank to pull. I acted like I left social media last year I think, but... eh, not the best prank. I kinda sucked at it. But not the point though. If y'all DO happen to participate in today though, PLEASE be sure to be very careful with how you do your pranks!! Be sure to not majorly hurt someone emotionally nor physically. Be careful, but of course, have fun I suppose.
          
          I'm also going back to school today after a week of illness and recovering from allergies TwT Ughhhh I'm kinda scared

Hey, Day 4 today... thankfully, my stomach is feeling much better! I can definitely feel my appetite coming back much more, I still feel queasy off and on, but I'll be careful with what I eat. However, I think my allergies are kicking in and it's so damn annoying... my nose has been running and my throat is killing me. My voice is kinda going away, so I've decided to stay home one more day. I feel bad though; already missing 4 days (technically 3 since Pre-ACT and ACT testing was on Tuesday and seniors and freshmen didn't have to go to school) and coming back on Friday... I feel really guilty about that. I dunno where the hell this illness even came from, but I'm definitely gonna try and take care of my gut health much more. I've been trying, but I guess not hard enough. I feel super guilty for staying home an extra day just cuz of my voice though, momma sounded mad when I asked if I could stay home....
          
          Oh, also, speaking of momma, she also has the same stomach bug but it's been miserable for her too. I'm hoping she'll be okay. I feel bad.
          
          Oh yeah! I'm able to have apple juice, and daddy got some new stuff yesterday and I've already drank like- half of it already XD

Hey guys, day 3... I'm, unfortunately, feeling horrible again. Although, my neck pains are pretty much gone, thankfully. I just feel sick to my stomach again. I also feel shaky and kinda weak... I had some soup last night so I'm not absolutely starving, but I'm at the point again where I may just starve and see what happens.
          
          .... also doesn't help that I'm still craving apple juice XD Ughh I can't WAIT till I'm all better again, I wanna drink apple juice so badly for some reason

TW: Emetophobia/Vom!t!ng
          
          Heyy guys... so, as you can probably tell, I've, unfortunately, caught norovirus. I have absolutely no idea where it came from which is why it's so surprising to me. Cuz like- I was nauseous on Sunday, but I think that was due to stuff I ate. I was fine Sunday night, till I woke up Monday night and just felt... off. I dunno how to explain it. I was partially nauseous, but it got SUPER bad throughout the day. I could tell this wasn't a regular type of nausea that I experience (usually from nerves or, again, something I ate), so that scared me even more. Not to mention, I have extreme emetophobia (fear of vomiting), so that didn't help anything whatsoever. So, we'll call Sunday... the exposure of the virus maybe. Or Monday morning.
          
          Exposure (Sunday/Monday) - Minor nausea but got even worse throughout the day.
          
          Day 1 (Monday) - Eventually, I threw up despite how terrified I was. It was so damn scary, and as much as I didn't wanna do it, I knew it had to happen. I definitely felt a tiny bit better afterwards, but... that's just when everything else started. From what I counted, I vomited 6 times yesterday. It mainly just consisted of saliva though since I've had nothing to eat nor drink until momma suggested 7-Up. I took some sips of it, but I threw it up later on. The urge to drink water or apple juice (random craving) is so strong..... I had a fever of 100 as well and felt hella tired at first.
          
          Day 2 (Tuesday/today) - Woke up early cuz I couldn't sleep great... however, my stomach is starting to growl, aka I'm getting my hunger somewhat back. But I'm still not gonna eat nor drink anything just to be safe. My chest hurts when I breathe, my back hurts too, and the right side of my throat hurts for some reason.... my heart also won't stop pounding at a rapid rate.
          
          I'll update y'all later on or tomorrow. I'm REALLY hoping I get over this soon.....

TW: Emetophobia (just like I have)
          
          Hhhhhhhh guuuuyyys... I did it. I did the thing. I uh... well um... ugh I'm so fucking tired
          
          I finally threw up. It was so damn scary. Like I was shaking and the salivation doesn't help any... that's like one of the worst parts.... I kept on salivating off and on and I couldn't vomit but like... I finally did it despite it being my phobia. And apparently I'm running a fever I just found out. I feel... not proud of myself, but... I finally did it. It was difficult, but I did it. My stomach hurts so bad right now though holy shit
          
          I've had nothing but breakfast today. I want water so badly so I'm gonna try sipping, but... I'm scared I'm gonna throw up again
          
          I don't wanna eat but I'm also starving which is part of why my stomach hurts.... I just wanna end my suffering