Ana

Dear Ana. Yes I'm doing this on public message boards...
          U r so fucking strong, you know that. Know that relapse is ok, it's part of recovery, know that u r strong, congrats for making it, a lot of people don't. Look around at the people who love you, the world around you, the things that make you happy. This is what u r fighting for. How you choose to fight, it ur decision, but don't let it be a way u could lose everything worth fighting for.
          Love, Kayla.

Honestly guys, I'm so sorry, I'm just taking (yet another) break rn. I need it for my mental health. I'll be writing, just not posting. SO if I've told you, I have something for you, then don't worry, I promise it'll be up. I'm just having some issues rn and just want to read and mope and have a pity couple of days. Love you lots xx

Hey, so I'm leaving the whole internet thing behind for a couple of weeks whilst I go to America for a few days. I'll update everything and reply to everything as soon as I get back. Lots of love!!!!! xoxoxox

Okay, so I posted another chapter on Outcast a couple of hours ago!! It's really short, and I'm sorry about that. I'm planning on updating really soon. Maybe later tonight? I've been binge watching Once Upon A Time, since I just got on winter break. I only have two weeks max, ugh. Also, Zayn feels are to the max. I've been going around my flat just chanting  "Zayn" over and over again. So, yeah. Check Outcast out if you haven't already. xx

So yeah, um, Ch. 14 for Real is up, and Ch. 5 for Outcast is almost done. Thank you all for the lovely messages and support! xox

Oh my goodness, guys, each and every one of you are the bestest ever!!!! I have hit 5000 reads on Widbook, 117 on Wattpad, 200 on 1DFF, 145 on Quotev, and 122 on Fanfiction. For Real, that is. I have to say that I am extremely proud of the feedback I've been getting. I'm tearing up. I am most proud of Widbook though; I feel like such a big hit there. 5000 fucking reads guys!! www.widbook.com/ebook/friendzoned if you want to check it out for yourself. I'm just so happy. Like, last week I was still in the hundreds. Love all of you babes xox

Everyone should go follow me on twitter @BiggestNialler4 becaue I am on there a lot and I'm so obsessed. I always have a lot to do with 5SOS and One Direction because I'm so obsessed!! I probs should have a new chapter up by the end of the week. Sorry it's taking forever but it's really long if that helps. Thank you guys bunches!! xoxo

Thanks for over 60 reads and 2 votes!! Maybe if I get a comment or two I'll update a long chapter earlier than I was going to!! Love you all!! xoxo

Hey, my little brother had to go to the hospital today. :'( It's about twelve thirty here and we just got back. I was planning on finishing chapter eight, but I didn't really get a chance. So it might be up sometime this morning-I can't fall asleep-or it'll be up tomorrow. I'll try and have it up sometime soon.