MeiSimp

Only the first sentence is actually important, you can tell because I used a period, the rest is ramble about my mental state… I think
          
          I am aware I rarely send things out anymore but I’m about to lose all internet access on the 2nd of May. I hate not having a phone so bad because now I need to grind on my final projects of school or I risk failing the fucking classes and without internet i can’t work on it and if I were to borrow a device from a family member I can’t trust won’t get nosy or curious and see some of my cursed shit, I already fucking lost my phone to someone being nosy and now I’m losing my mind, I might actually go insane this summer

Oh dear, I’m considering completely overhauling and rewriting opposing sides
          
          Look I’ve been thinking about the plot of it and what I have planned and now the plot feels to generic, repetitive and not enough like I put a lot of creative thought into it and now I’m scared I’m gonna end up going into my docs folder and completely overhauling my story although there’s a few things I think are solid I think to the places I’m not just redoing the anime and it just feels empty or hollow and them I’m also reading another fanfic that got me really feeling like my writing and story is shit because it’s so fucking good, over 400,000 words too and now I just don’t know, since wattpad is know for shitty stories I’m gonna try not to modify it to much and make sure the sequel  is as good as can be, hopefully better but I can feel that I’m not gonna be able to help myself like my new obsession with the mental insane and suddenly wanting to write a webcomic on that but I can’t do that because then I’ll have 3 pending webcomic’s and I’m barely handling the two right now not to mention both stories feel far better that this togachaco one
          
          Ok I’m not fucking making this an announcement I’ve surpassed 1000 words
          
          Ok I’ve changed my mind

I’ve become severely disappointed in the extreme lack of momokendo work, I found person in this place basically carrying the ship, this cannot stand when I get back I shall rectify this

I’ve had a thought and I need to address it before my mind ends up in a worse state than it’s currently in, is there a problem with wanting to smash a robot? I keep thinking that it’s not socially acceptable but that doesn’t quite feel right for my- oh wait there are the atomica twins(I don’t think that’s what their called) never mind, I hope I bothered you a grand lot with this announcement and my random rambling, I’ll return once I gain access to a phone again, preferably my old phone but beggars can’t be choosers… that doesn’t feel right either FUCK

Do you publish on Neobook ?

THIS IS IMPORTANT
          
          I lost access to my phones and I’m facing withdrawal so I’ve deemed the the second worse month of the year so with that I’m announcing the second indefinite hiatus which is probably gonna be longer than the first seeing as all I have now is one piece and this stupid school iPad
          
          P.s. I’m not bothering to notify my books so if anyone one asks questions please notify them, I’m not associating something I like with school, thats stupid

Oi there's a update to opposing sides from like... Last year I think, if you've been reading the story give the new chapter a read or just ignore this post if you've been expecting something else

I've got an ultimatum now, new phone and double the storage space or old phone and lose over half my finish/unfinished art and who knows what... I know what I'm leaning towards 

I don't think anyone will ever understand how my brain works, anyway imma gat back to writing my story and background stuff now 
          
          I'm working on a nobamaki one shot base off season two so look forward to that I guess and my next opposing sides chapter I'll be working on my Mei Hatsume x reader story in the background too now, I just gotta reread everything I've done up till that point so I've got big things planned for this year and I'm excited to show it

Update: things have gotten worse so I may be inactive for a while
          
          feel bad for the no questions thing on my update chapter on opposing sides so leave your curiosities below, or just ignore this like the rest of my posts