𝑯.𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓊𝒸𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

 #WESTANWATTPAD

THEME SHOPPPP!!
          
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ITS ME MINN
          IM SUSPENDED

Are you a butterfly? Cuz you always make me fly

HAIII i wanna get to know you betteerr, text me once, okay?

✨paste ✨this✨ on✨ the✨ ten✨ nicest✨ people’s✨ profiles✨ and✨ if✨ you✨ get✨ ten✨ back✨ you✨ are✨ really✨ special✨

These idols deserve a HUGE apology 
          
          1. Ni-ki (enhypen) 
          2. Jennie (bp)
          3. Ahyeon (baby mon)
          4. jeongyeon (twice)
          5. soojin (former member of gidel)
          6. woojin (soloist)
          7. wonyoung (ive)
          8. Yeri  (red velvet)
          9. garam (former le sserafim) 
          10. sunoo (enhypen)
          11. taehyung (bts)
          12 . Hyunjin (skz) 
          13. Bangchan (skz) 
          14. chaeryeong (itzy) 
          15. yuna (itzy) 
          16. Jiwoo (nimxx) 
          17. jisoo (bp) 
          18 . jonghyun sulli
          19.  goo hara
          20.tzuyu (twice) 
          
          copy this on your mb if u think so 
          
          started by @innieslays

And if I said I'm aroace would you believe me?
          
          Sure...I can act sweet but me as a person? I don't know.
          
          I'm sorry if I was ever in some form of commitment relationship with you, because hell, I was probably the worst partner, rp and irl.
          
          I'm contemplating what to do because if I leave, would that hurt more people than if I let it stay this way? It sure is hurting me.
          
          I'm so emotionally unavailable at most times and I seem sweet because you don't notice the times that I ain't sweet. But as soon as I'm expected to be sweet all the time, I fail so miserably at that.
          
          I don't know how to communicate my feelings, I push everyone away. And I'm bad at expressing my feelings. That's just how I grew up. If I cried, I get told that I'm going to be given a reason to cry as if me shedding tears was for no reason.
          
          Silent cries are all I have and even if I was alone, I won't be able to cry out loud even though I want to. Because what if someone hears?
          
          And confiding...I only truly feel like I can confide in 2 people. One is on a platform that I sometimes forget to use (sorry lulu :<), and timezones make talking with the other difficult.
          
          I want to cut off all connections, be free. But I know that I am a shy extrovert. I need social interaction to not feel empty. And yet I want peace, at home, on the bed, reading a good book with just me and my thoughts.
          
          It's a struggle between me and chronic stress as well, academically, I've just been going downhill. Nothing is ever enough.
          
          My writing, I love that, but my mum...I could tell ever since I published a book at 11, she didn't even give the story a glance. I should have known then that...she didn't truly appreciate my one and only talent. The one thing I prided myself in.
          
          She told me to go find something that interests me. I said writing. She said writing is a broad subject. I told her an author. She didn't reply and walked away.
          
          What's my worth? Other than being a one trick pony and writing shit. It's getting old ain't it?

Calling all those who signed up for a ship in my book!
          
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          [IF YOU HAVE BOTH, YOU CAN FILL BOTH IN.]
          
          • Discord will be for posting announcements, writing challenges, and socialising with the rest of the members.
          
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Can I get a kiss?  And can you make it last forever?