Salma

FORGET MEN
          
          
          I HAVE BOOTHILL, FRIENDS, FAMILY, A DOG, SUN, A NICE HOUSE IN A NICE PLACE AND FRICKING LEMON TEA
          
          
          
          TAKE THAT DOUGLAS STEEL, JACK CAMERON GOLD AND GLEN IDGAFABOUTYRSURNAME (oh wait it's Filch or smth like that idk ☠)
          
          
          HAH I'M NOT DEPRESSED I'M FAB AF BITCHES! YES I AM SELF CURED BECAUSE LIFE GOT YAY 
          
          
          Also fuck u Oliver because the amount of times I think about this man is on average once every 3 weeks like only when I think about him when I vent and he's mildly unrelated like bro yr irrelevant af now who acc cares yr not as bitchy as Glen so get u
          
          
          Yr still a bitch tho pooks <3 

ANY RESEARCHERS TRYNA FIGURE OUT HOW DREAMS WORK...
          
          
          
          LITERALLY USE ME TO HELP
          
          
          
          LIKE I CAN'T DREAM NO MORE 
          
          
          
          It's once every so often.
          
          
          Like the dreams u remember? Gone.
          
          
          ORRR...
          
          
          
          WHAT IF
          
          
          I DO HAVE THEM AND I JUST SOMEHOW AM WORSE AT REMEMBERING THEM??
          
          
          IDK SOMEONE STUDY ME PLS BECAUSE WTAF HOW???
          
          
          Trauma took my fun away now I can't have dreams and so I can't just like fricking levitate and fly away in my dreams like BRO. WHYYYY

MY LIFE AS A PLOT THO ↓
          
          
          
          
          https://www.instagram.com/reel/C45jYJAN1Hc/?igsh=NHd0Z3F1cXlkcnlr
          

Found out part of my life is a lie. But ya'll don't need to know that. Because I'm nice and keep secrets. But I'm shocked honestly.
          
          
          
          Also I think I may get my periods soon. Yay, awful, painful cramps.
          Just glad I don't have exams until next Thursday ☠

Paper 1 was decent
          
          
          
          Paper 2... 
          
          
          Less decent...
          
          
          
          
          BUT IT'S OKAY I'LL JUST HOPE IT'LL BE GOOD OR I'LL ACC CRYYYYYY T^T 
          
          
          PLS BE AN A PLS!! OMG I HAVE WORKED MY SOCKS OFF THESE PAST WEEKS AND I WAS DOING MATHS TOO LIKE PLS I NEED THIS FOR MY LIFEEEE PLS BE AN A PLSSSS T^T 

HUMAN BIOLOGY EXAM TODAY 
          
          
          
          
          And then I'm free!!! \^o^/
          
          
          
          
          
          For a week.
          
          
          
          AND THEN I'M GOING TO SEE FAM I'VE HARDLY SEEN FOR ABOUT 5 YEARS (some less obv).
          
          
          AND PRETEND TO BE A STRAIGHT, MUSLIM, WOMAN. For about 1 week.
          
          (NO HATE TO ANY OF THOSE PPL!!!)
          
          I just don't like pretending to be not myself. Like I'm neither of those things.
          
          I'm pan, agnostic and gender fluid.
          
          None of that matches ☠
          
          
          So #funsies :)

Fav thing on Wattpad is watching people's posts go from being at rock bottom, depressed, venting, loosing hope and motivation...
          
          
          
          To being happy about life, meeting friends, saying they had a good day and just generally appearing to be in a better place than they used to be.
          
          
          Makes me smile :) 
          
          
          Have a great rest of ya day mah loves <33 

FORGOR TO MENTION THIS EARLIER 
          
          
          SAW DOUGLAS AND JACK TODAY.
          
          AT SCHOOL.
          
          They didn't have exams, they were just there.
          
          
          Said hi to them both. Nice B) 
          
          
          ALSO ⚠IMPORTANT!!⚠ 
          
          WE LIKE JACK NOW 
          
          
          For now... 
          
          
          Bro was just busy. For about 2+ weeks. With exam stuff. So he didn't reply to me.
          
          
          But trust issues going kinda idk. Hmm...
          
          
          Because he replied to OTHER ppl, right? Ppl on Discord. And was online on WhatsApp quite a bit.
          
          
          I WANNA TRUST BRO BECAUSE HE'S NICE BUT LIKE YK 

I'M GOING TO BED BUT IT'S RAINY AND THUNDERY 
          
          
          
          WHICH IS COOL AF 
          
          
          
          Except acc it'll jumpscare me - the thunder - so I won't be able to sleep 
          
          
          
          AND I HAVE MATHS TOMORROW PRAY FOR MY BRAIN CELLS AND SURVIVAL BECAUSE a) it's maths and I have a very low chance of getting an A 
          
          b) OLIVER FRICKING MCLAY WILL BE THERE AND I HAVENT SEEN BRO IN AGES AND TBH LOVE TO KEEP IT THAT WAY SO HAHAAHHA TRUAMA SHOCK WILL HAPPEN 
          
          And I don't need that :)

It's been a while since I said ANYTHING about Douglas 
          
          
          
          Which is a good thing.
          
          
          
          I saw his story today on Instagram. He had his hand in the picture. And you'd think I'd be obsessing over that...
          
          
          
          No. I was talking about the bread.
          
          
          
          I think I gave up mostly because I AM SICK AND ABSOLUTELY EXHAUSTED by his friend Glen constantly interrogating me about stuff with Douglas so like ye 
          
          
          Also I just cba anymore but mostly because of Glen