Toxic Misery

-I can't do sh*t right, I can't learn my lesson-

-I can't do sh*t right, Take antidepressants-

-Illness and wellfare robbed my adolescents-

-My friends probably hate me, Can't answer a message-

-Filled with anxiety, Always be hidin' me-

-Not a role model, That's not what I strive to be-

-Can't go outside, I'm afraid they'd be findin' me-

-Paranoid 'bout my privacy-

-They always asking questions 'bout my face, Can't relate-

-F*ckin' caught my own reflection, Broke a mirror the other day-

-Got a lot of bad sh*t that I'm takin' to my grave-

-Got a f*ckin' date with death, On house arrest til trial date-

-Spend them all inside, Waste my time while I'm scrolling-

-So I grab the red whine on rainy days, And then I pour it-

-But I love when it rains, cuz I'm agoraphobic-

-I'm not okay, I'm not okay-

-I'm not okay, I'm not okay-

-What's the point? I'm not okay-

-What's the point? I'm not okay-