MissPerla09

Long time no see, I guess haha. I wonder if anyone still remembers me (well, I talked with just a few people here in the first place) but yeah. I log in here sometimes, just to see what my favorite authors are up to and if there are any interesting book that I can read. Recently, I am getting back to writing fanfictions but I am more active on AO3. I am focusing more on other otome games such as MysMe, The Ssum and Collar x Malice after moving on from Utapri fandom. For other hobbies, since I bought a nintendo switch last year, I crazily played both CollarxMalice games. I bought Cupid Parasite and Birushana which were on sale but... I procrastinated for CupiPara. It's just not my genre, I guess... For pc games, I just finished playing Nameless and started playing a horror otome game, ITYH. It's promising and well-written so far. Can't wait to finish it! I hope everyone out there, especially the ones who I used to talk a lot to before have a great day and future ahead. Please share what you're up to if you read this :)

Mistyped_

@MissPerla09 Aww of course I’d respond! I love chatting with you too! It’s so nice having someone who’s just as obsessed with otome games as I am haha. 
          	  
          	  Yes, let’s continue fangirling! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
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MissPerla09

@Mistyped_ Haha it’s okay. The thread is already long so I was like, it’s okay if Mistyped doesn’t reply anymore. It’s been so fun to chat with someone with the same interest but of course, if you still reply, I will continue chatting with you :D
          	  
          	  I will continue the next reply in DMs then XD
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Mistyped_

@MissPerla09 Oh my gosh I’m so sorry!! I totally didn’t even see this message x(
          	  
          	  LOL that is exactly why I love Syo. The contrast between his cute looks and manly behaviour that everyone pokes fun of. Plus, he is hilarious. His backstory is super sad but he’s come so far and it’s inspiring :’) Otoya would get along with literally anyone, no doubt. He’s so precious >v< And Natsuki’s voice actor is amazing! Egoistic is one my my favourite songs too. Haha I go back and listen to the UtaPri songs occasionally and each time it brings back my love for these boys loool.
          	  
          	  Thank you! Haha I have way too many WIPs at this point I don’t even mind adding more to the pile. Good luck on your fanfic though! :D
          	  
          	  Hibari is a tsundere, yes! I liked her character overall. She’s flawed but also relatable. The game in general has been added to my favourites list. I enjoyed it a lot ^^
          	  
          	  Cafe Enchante and Even if Tempest are both games I need to play. Even if Tempest was just on sale, I don’t know if you saw it or not. I hope you did haha. If you end up playing any of those games before me let me know what you think!
          	  
          	  And those those three were my favourite from Nightshade too! Especially Kuroyuki and Gekkamaru, their routes were exceptional. Goemon was just really hot overall LOL. 
          	  
          	  (Also, it might be easier if we move our conversation to DMs! This message board thread is getting very long loool). 
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MissPerla09

Long time no see, I guess haha. I wonder if anyone still remembers me (well, I talked with just a few people here in the first place) but yeah. I log in here sometimes, just to see what my favorite authors are up to and if there are any interesting book that I can read. Recently, I am getting back to writing fanfictions but I am more active on AO3. I am focusing more on other otome games such as MysMe, The Ssum and Collar x Malice after moving on from Utapri fandom. For other hobbies, since I bought a nintendo switch last year, I crazily played both CollarxMalice games. I bought Cupid Parasite and Birushana which were on sale but... I procrastinated for CupiPara. It's just not my genre, I guess... For pc games, I just finished playing Nameless and started playing a horror otome game, ITYH. It's promising and well-written so far. Can't wait to finish it! I hope everyone out there, especially the ones who I used to talk a lot to before have a great day and future ahead. Please share what you're up to if you read this :)

Mistyped_

@MissPerla09 Aww of course I’d respond! I love chatting with you too! It’s so nice having someone who’s just as obsessed with otome games as I am haha. 
            
            Yes, let’s continue fangirling! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
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MissPerla09

@Mistyped_ Haha it’s okay. The thread is already long so I was like, it’s okay if Mistyped doesn’t reply anymore. It’s been so fun to chat with someone with the same interest but of course, if you still reply, I will continue chatting with you :D
            
            I will continue the next reply in DMs then XD
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Mistyped_

@MissPerla09 Oh my gosh I’m so sorry!! I totally didn’t even see this message x(
            
            LOL that is exactly why I love Syo. The contrast between his cute looks and manly behaviour that everyone pokes fun of. Plus, he is hilarious. His backstory is super sad but he’s come so far and it’s inspiring :’) Otoya would get along with literally anyone, no doubt. He’s so precious >v< And Natsuki’s voice actor is amazing! Egoistic is one my my favourite songs too. Haha I go back and listen to the UtaPri songs occasionally and each time it brings back my love for these boys loool.
            
            Thank you! Haha I have way too many WIPs at this point I don’t even mind adding more to the pile. Good luck on your fanfic though! :D
            
            Hibari is a tsundere, yes! I liked her character overall. She’s flawed but also relatable. The game in general has been added to my favourites list. I enjoyed it a lot ^^
            
            Cafe Enchante and Even if Tempest are both games I need to play. Even if Tempest was just on sale, I don’t know if you saw it or not. I hope you did haha. If you end up playing any of those games before me let me know what you think!
            
            And those those three were my favourite from Nightshade too! Especially Kuroyuki and Gekkamaru, their routes were exceptional. Goemon was just really hot overall LOL. 
            
            (Also, it might be easier if we move our conversation to DMs! This message board thread is getting very long loool). 
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MissPerla09

Anyone plays Mystic Messenger? Haha. After all these times and hearing things about the game from otome game and reverse harem fans, I ended up trying it out yesterday (yeah, I know I am super late). I must say I love it even I don't fully get it (><) Like people said, Jumin Han resembles Tokiya a lot lol.

MissPerla09

@Mistyped_ Haha. Thank you. I just reacted honestly whenever Yoosung compared me to Rika. I was even harsh to him at times because I lost my patience but after I got the good ending and finally reading some tips, I was like 'owh, okay. I should never let him compare the MC to Rika. Never thought that it's part of his character development.' Yes, those people say the same thing. We just want to have fun with the game but it turned out that the developer was like, 'nah, not so fast' haha. The plot gets darker as you play. 
            
            UPDATE: I got Jaehee's route instead haha. I was honest with her too that I ended up in her route. I actually had a bad feeling right when I saved the progress from Day 1 to Day 4. I missed two or three Zen's chats since I slept early which might contribute the reason why I didn't manage to get his route. That's okay. I need to collect more hourglass for Jumin's or Seven's route anyway. I will strive for Zen's route next time :D
            
            After I knew about the Utapri trick, I rarely chose Tokiya as the one who greeted me on the homepage haha. I randomly picked anyone until I got interested in Ranmaru. 
            
            That mama from The Promised Neverland is scary (T_T) If I were one of the children, I might end up like Conny in the first episode. This kind of anime is always scary but those plot twists always keep me curious. I should watch the series again, I guess. 
            
            Me too. I am way behind on anime in general, I guess haha.
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Mistyped_

@MissPerla09 omg congrats!! that scene was so touching;; and I am one of those people that got a bad ending :( Lol I remember it happened on like Day 7/8 or something, when he invited you out to meet and some dark things happened… then I had to restart. Lmao I wrongfully kept letting him compare me to Rika or whatever—I don’t entirely remember—but that ending shocked me. Honestly, the bad endings in this game are actually real weird/dark xD
            Good luck with Zen’s route!
            
            Darn it. I wish I’d known that ahead of time. Lolol would’ve been so nice to get lots of Syo cards so I could fangirl over them—
            
            Ohh, those episodes had me teary-eyed fr. It was very complicated strategies but I thoroughly enjoyed it anyway (and when they finally clicked—they blew my mind every time). There was lots of plot twists and a lot to keep up in season 1 with but I swear it is worth it,,,
            
            There are a lot of great VAs ^^ I’m actually a bit behind on the anime so I do gotta catch up xD
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MissPerla09

@Mistyped_  UPDATE : I got the good ending haha. I got the one which Yoosung showed up at the party with V but he got one of his eyes injured. But, yeah, I was touched with what Yoosung had done in order to save the MC :) Zen's random comment was funny at that time. He pointed out that Yoosung stood too close to the MC while I was like 'he had said to me that he wanted to see me so bad. What do you expect then?' XDD Now, I will play again so that I can get Zen's good ending this time. It's funny to read how a lot of people from comment section on Youtube ranted about how they got a bad ending. Some of the bad endings shocked me so much like Yoosung claimed that everyone was a robot and they were programmed by V and Seven O_O
            
            Yeah, about Utapri game, I have actually heard of that too. If I am not mistaken, someone believes that we should not make it too obvious which one is our bias or else, it will be hard for us to get their URs (T_T) But, I guess, Utapri is quite generous with their free prisms. They don't even distract us with random ads except for when we want to add more LP or prisms. Lolol, I feel you. A youtuber always gets Masato's or Cecil's cards when I believe, she likes Camus and Ren. 
            
            As for The Promised Neverland, I started to drop the series after Norman was scheduled to be shipped out and they planned to save him. It's supposed to be interesting but I guess my brain could not digest their smart strategies anymore lol. Yeah, I have read that people complained about the difference between the manga and the anime too. Even my friend from AO3 also said the same thing. 
            
            About IDOLiSH 7, I wanted to check it out from a long time ago since I learned that KENN is one of the seiyuus but I would either forget or postpone to watch the first episode. Seeing that it's well-received, it's no surprising if the plot is interesting :D
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MissPerla09

PART 3 
          
          Or maybe because, my fics generally don’t garner satisfying attention so I want to quit everything. Yup, maybe. Since 2017, I swallowed and ignored the urge to quit this fanfiction life forever because just
          like what generally writing advices have said, write for yourself and write what you love. Sooner or later, you willl gain reads if your story is really good. I hold the principle for so long but now, maybe
          I have reached the breaking point. I love writing, I love this life so much but just like a typical writer, comments do boost my motivation.
          
          Nowadays, I feel like my stories don’t suit the fandom. I guess I am in the phase when I am so focused on the comments and reviews that I forgot to see the kudos in AO3 and votes in here.
          
          I am recovering and healing from whatever I am going through right now but I still think that writing out my thoughts like this will make feel at ease and start fresh again since I don’t have friends in real life who understand what it feels like to be a writer. Normally if I can’t write, I will go through and follow the profiles of successful
          fanfiction writers to motivate me. I don’t do follow-for-follow because I have gained a great lesson before. Up until now, I believe
          about 10 people have unfollowed me and those people are not Utapri fans but maybe randomly followed me just for a follow back. I have seen other fanfictions writers who write out like this because they feel upset about their fics and I feel bad because I cannot offer much comfort for them since I also went through the same
          thing. I normally will move on from things that exhaust me but for Wattpad and AO3, I can say that they have become a big part of me and the best escape for me. 
          
          Thank you if you read until the end and for those who follow me because you really want to follow me and my stories, thank you again for your support. Stay safe, everyone :D

MissPerla09

@Zee-sama Thank you so much. Hope all my best wishes reach you too :D
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Zee-sama

@MissPerla09 
            Best wishes for continuing your writing journey and hope you had a relaxing and blessed Ramadan too on that note;)
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Hoshizorakari

@MissPerla09 You're welcome :D
            
            I don't want you to feel bad for making Otoya OOC because you made him SO interesting. I tried so hard to figure out what was going on in his mind and he kept surprising me every time (in a good way)!! 
            
            Even if Eiichi is the villain, I'll still love him T^T❤ I haven't been able to read any books in wattpad because of the lack of my free time. But,I'm definitely gonna finish reading Beautiful Affection when I have time(as well as Crystal Time).
            
            The cover of To Embrace The Sun isn't weird! I find it beautiful and meaningful. Otoya is, after all, the sunshine boy!
            
            Haha, I'm flattered : ) You're most welcome❤
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MissPerla09

PART TWO
          
          So, after reading all Utapri fanfictions that I found interesting and concluded what the readers wanted (this only functions as a guideline and rough idea for me but I still write what I want), I published Crystal Time. It did have some loyal readers and even I cringed nowadays when I still received comments since I know the story-telling in the fic was horrible (I even wondered how the readers could stand
          reading it since the grammatical errors were everywhere), I was still happy. Followed by You Should Die Instead which is really absurd since some of the characters are very OOC, I was happy with this one too. After that, Beautiful Affection and To Embrace The Sun were completed
          which made four complete stories in total. From 2017 until now, I only have four complete stories and Beautiful Affection has been ‘the best’ writing journey for me. When I said ‘the best’, it’s actually the
          toughest, the longest, the most meaningful since it has both my favorite characters as the male leads, it has the most chapters out of my stories, it required deeper research and many more.
          
          And now, for 2021, I planned to finish two Utapri fanfictions and one Psycho-pass fanfictions but now it’s May already. While HAYATO’s Revenge only has four chapters left, it’s never easy to start writing a new chapter nowadays. No matter how hard I tried to switch writing between the three fics, my writer’s block is very terrible this time. Yup, my personal life has been terrible and it might contribute to why
          I feel so lost whenever I want to write.

MissPerla09

PART 1 
          
          I have a confession to make, especially to Utapri fans since this post is not general. This came when I am too frustrated, I guess. Normally, I am just here to write and get along with users who share the same
          interest with me. I don't want to rant and make people feeling sick of me but with how my personal life and fanfiction-writer life have been nowadays, I just want to let them out and start fresh and motivated again.
          
          Yup, these days, I feel so lost and writer's block has clouded my brain for some times now.
          
          Before writing fanfictions, I do have a lot of original stories in my laptop.  Fyi and maybe some of my stories readers already know, English is not my first language. I have never been confident enough to write in English so all my stories were written in my first language.
          
          The reason or motive for me to start publishing my story online because of Utapri. I love most of the songs a lot and I thought that was very genius for the composers a.k.a Elements Garden to come up with those masterpieces. After that, I was attracted to the characters especially Tokiya, followed by Masato. Well, to date, I have a soft spot for all STARISH members and some supporting characters that I
          started to have a lot of ideas about them.  ‘What happens if Tokiya and Haruka are...’, ‘What if Tokiya and Otoya are siblings?’, ‘What if HAYATO really exists?’ etc. The only idea that frustrates me since I failed to develop the plot is the love triangle between Tokiya, Haruka and Otoya. It was inspired by a fan art where they sat together under a tree and chatted happily but until now, I don’t know what to write
          haha.

MissPerla09

Happy New Year, guys! :D

MissPerla09

@AiyaItami You're welcome ^^
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MissPerla09

@AiyaItami It's okay! I am glad to see you replying. Hope you're doing well too ^^
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MissPerla09

How are you, guys? Hope you guys are fine despite the pandemic. What are you guys up to? Is there any anime worth watching? Let me know what you've been doing nowadays. I am just curious :D

MissPerla09

@Zee-sama Sorry for the late reply T_T  As for me, I am recently into Psycho-Pass back after abandoning the series for a few years, I guess. Thank you for the wish :D
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Zee-sama

@MissPerla09 Planning to watch Bungou to Alchemist and rewatch/finish Utapri and Maji Love Kingdom;)
            Hope you’re doing good too ~
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MissPerla09

For those who play Utapri Shining Live, have you ever uninstalled the game? Sorry for the question lol. I don't know. The game size is one thing but I don't find it fun anymore. I don't want to regret it later even I will make a back up for the game (the big reason is because of Tokiya).

Zee-sama

@MissPerla09 Ah I see... yeah I haven’t made a backup or deleted it before either -
            Actually no, I did offload the app for like 5 months or something because of the storage ;-; 
            But guess what brought me back? Toki bOi’s birthday
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MissPerla09

@Zee-sama it's actually my first time playing an endless game like this so I haven't tried to make a back-up. It's stated somewhere in the guideline that if we link the game with our social media account, it enables us to create a back up. Since I am a beginner, I am afraid that I will mess up somewhere when I try to make a back up XD I am a big fan of Tokiya so to think that I won't be greeted by him anymore every time I log in is... okay, that's dramatic. But, seriouly, listening to Miyano-san's voice saying ohaiyo and sorts is really soothing ><
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