I'm only keeping my username for a funny comment

it is currently almost 1am, i need to sleep but also i wanna catch up on fics :((

I'm barely even on this platform anymore oof
          anyways, changed profile pic cuz yes :D

how do you say something when you're so used to keeping quiet, even with your own friends

Wow I love feeling unsafe in my father's presence
          /sarcastic

I want to scream

I keep getting my hopes up for an unreachable dream, its dumb but its nice to imagine myself living in that dream ig

I,,,am feeling angry about something,,, selfish,,,,
          I don't like it :(
          I feel bad for even feeling angry, I know they have their reasons and problems too but I still feel angry at them for a dumb selfish reason,,,
          I thought I already got over this nghh ;;;

I hate how touch-starved I am, it makes me hungrier for food

People came to house to fix up shit and I only just realized how lonely I am
          *shocked pikachu face
          
          Coral refuses to cuddle up to me :((

I am in (not so) desperate need for good fanfictions but all I find are not so good ones, hiatus, discontinued/up for adoption and updated months/years ago