Let me think!

Greetings!!

I am a gender questioning asexual! 
I am a book addict. 
GRYFFINDOR 
Probably the human, real world version of Remus Lupin. 
Or Sherlock Holmes. 
And mostly Kaz Brekker. 
My favorite book series are Harrry Potter, PJO, HOO, MCGA, LoTR, Six of Crows, School for Unsual Girls, The Raven Cycle, and Rangers Apprentice. 
I also am a fan of BBC's show Sherlock and Marvel.
My amazing editor and friend is @reyanakin view their account!!

Why I write:

I write because I need to get out of my head. Appease, the chaotic mess of synapses and neurons that work at a constant grind. 

I write because when I speak I stutter and stumble. My words are as graceful as I am, a mess trying to untangle my persistent thoughts. 

I write because numbers dance around in circles when I read them, eyes squinting just to focus, hard to make sense of. 

I write because at school I am just another faceless overachiever. There is nothing special about keeping your head above water. 

I write because when I write I am no longer a person in the wrong body, I am only the words in the page. There is no face to see. No person to judge, to hate. 

I write because when I write I don't have to worry about if I am smiling enough for people to stop worrying. If I am being positive enough for people to stop staring. If my eyes are clear enough for people to stop worrying. 

I write because when I write I am no longer a sociopath who can't seem to get close enough to people. Who can't seem to really know what it means to care. Who is just years of fucked up friendship because they prioritize everything else. 

I write because when I write maybe I can be myself for once. Maybe I can give someone a happy ending, not just empty promises.