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TURNS OUT I'M ALIVE (skip to the last paragraph if you're not interested in emotional talks)
*double-checks* yupp certainly not dead (unfortunately)
sooooo Hiiiiii there! I know I haven't been active but I've been busy trying to bring my messy life back together. And it's far from good in some ways but some things have gotten a little better.
There are a few things I wanted to tell y'all. For the longest time I've struggled with my identity as a person (and I still do tbh). I had no idea what i was getting myself into when I made a wattpad account back in 2019 but "Molly Diaz" became the person who I aspired to be. Fearless, wouldn't take anyone's shit, and just a bit outspoken.
I know a lot of you can't relate to what I'm tryna say here because after all Wattpad is just a book sharing platform. But it became more for me. I made friends here (more than I ever made in real life). But I lied to them too. I'm not entirely "Molly" neither the name my parents gave me.
In case you're wondering why am i blowing simple stuff out of proportion... i don't really have an answer to that. I haven't ever felt confident but that's what my Wattpad pseudonym gave me- confidence and perspective. I have no idea what's the point of writing all this but I honestly feel a lot better now that I have.
now that i have all of that ^^ off my chest
I wanted to re-start writing "The City of Love and Lies" again after my end sems of college (about another week or two). Should I make another account for that or like, should I post it here only?
I'm thinking of deleting my fanfics too. Some stuff I've written is borderline problematic that I didn't know about before. And I prefer quality. I want to focus on OG content now.
What should I do?