Monotone__Meow

Lana del rey is life

Monotone__Meow

My life seems so boring and lonely, Like yeah i have friends and yet i feel empty.
          Im just waiting for something to happen really, i don't know if my mental health is getting worse or not, i haven't been having like derealization episodes lately, i just feel very empty and lonely, i don't even know how im supposed to feel while typing this, i feel nothing at all. 
          Since last year i haven't been able to feel empathy for people when their sad or something, i try too but it's hard even if they are completely innocent, and i feel bad, not because their upset but because i feel guilty i can't feel bad for them, it's hard to explain but i can't really show or express my feelings in situations like that and i hate it, it makes me feel self fish.