MotherMelanin02

Hi, guys! I know it’s been a long time. I thought I’d come up here and let you guys know that I’m MOSTLY alive. A lot’s been happening as always in my life but, it turns out I’ve been dealing with undiagnosed ADHD which explains my inconsistency over the years. I’ve told you guys about my mental health before, I just didn’t know the cause of most of it. I thought I was broken, I still feel that way most of the time but I’ve been trying to navigate how to trick my brain which is constantly following dopamine. Looking back, it all has kind of made sense because when I first started I was crapping out content for you guys 24/7. Back then I was so hyper-fixated, I wouldn’t sleep or eat until I finished.
          	
          	I miss that.
          	
          	I  miss writing.
          	
          	When people ask me what I wanna do with my life, I say “I want to write stories.”
          	
          	There isn’t a day that I don’t want to sit down and just write and my brain refuses to let me just do. It’s slipped into other areas of my life and on top of the stress at work, I’ve just been trying to survive. 
          	
          	One of my goals this year is to publish a book, mainly some of my short stories. It’s a lot easier to get smaller projects done. I have to pace myself so I don’t burn out. That being said, it’s a slow season at my job and I’ve been having some more time on my hands. I will be writing behind the scenes here and there and getting some content out to you guys as soon as I can.
          	
          	As always, I thank you guys for your support. I hope the year has started amazing for each of you. 
          	
          	Mother Melanin,
          	
          	xxx

quani18

❤️❤️❤️Focus on you 
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Evergrapee

take your time pooh ❤️
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bb1996_

sending u love & light  you got this 
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emilyberniece

Is there gonna b an update on fighter

MotherMelanin02

Yes! I am! I have been writing actually. I’ve been trying to finish the book since there’s only a few episodes left and I wanted you guys to be able to keep reading since it’s been so long. 
            
            I’m gonna try to edit as much as I can this week, so you guys can at least get the rest of the episode. I have some job interviews this week that’ll give me more time to write unlike my current one so hopefully I’ll be able to get you guys more content out regularly. Thank you for your support and patience! ❤️
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MotherMelanin02

Hi, guys! I know it’s been a long time. I thought I’d come up here and let you guys know that I’m MOSTLY alive. A lot’s been happening as always in my life but, it turns out I’ve been dealing with undiagnosed ADHD which explains my inconsistency over the years. I’ve told you guys about my mental health before, I just didn’t know the cause of most of it. I thought I was broken, I still feel that way most of the time but I’ve been trying to navigate how to trick my brain which is constantly following dopamine. Looking back, it all has kind of made sense because when I first started I was crapping out content for you guys 24/7. Back then I was so hyper-fixated, I wouldn’t sleep or eat until I finished.
          
          I miss that.
          
          I  miss writing.
          
          When people ask me what I wanna do with my life, I say “I want to write stories.”
          
          There isn’t a day that I don’t want to sit down and just write and my brain refuses to let me just do. It’s slipped into other areas of my life and on top of the stress at work, I’ve just been trying to survive. 
          
          One of my goals this year is to publish a book, mainly some of my short stories. It’s a lot easier to get smaller projects done. I have to pace myself so I don’t burn out. That being said, it’s a slow season at my job and I’ve been having some more time on my hands. I will be writing behind the scenes here and there and getting some content out to you guys as soon as I can.
          
          As always, I thank you guys for your support. I hope the year has started amazing for each of you. 
          
          Mother Melanin,
          
          xxx

quani18

❤️❤️❤️Focus on you 
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Evergrapee

take your time pooh ❤️
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bb1996_

sending u love & light  you got this 
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therealdealdawg

do u think you can update fighter this week? If your not busy, I don’t wanna come off rude<33 I just love your books!!

therealdealdawg

Ok! You’re doing good so far! I love your writing sm, you pay attention to detail and I LOVE that.❤️
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MotherMelanin02

@therealdealdawg no you’re fine. I really wanna finish the book. I have so much in store next season. I am going to try my best to work on it tonight and tomorrow and hopefully can have enough to publish tomorrow. I work the entire weekend and Monday, so it would be a few days before I can even sit down and attempt to write. Thank you so much for your patience! ❤️❤️
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