Mr_Tara_Nath

I really thought that-  interpretation of dreams the og work by Freud would be interesting but there I'm feeling as if I'm reading foreign English that's not understandable.. help.. I need an Indian version lmao.. apparently it's based on mostly seminal works welp- bless my adhd brain to at least go through 60% of the book *skull* 

Mr_Tara_Nath

I really thought that-  interpretation of dreams the og work by Freud would be interesting but there I'm feeling as if I'm reading foreign English that's not understandable.. help.. I need an Indian version lmao.. apparently it's based on mostly seminal works welp- bless my adhd brain to at least go through 60% of the book *skull* 

Mr_Tara_Nath

Just wondering if I should attempt joining a comics contest whose theme is - "The Last Train." The criteria is to make 5 chapters and 15-75 panels with an og storyline. I've never tried drawing a train or anything related to it but my heart saying me to join and brain  saying it'll be extra workload. Please do let me know. I've a very baseless vague plot in my mind rn but I'd love to take any sort of suggestions. Also if anyone has recommendations for any famous somic creator like they've YT or something feel free to drop them here..

blazebby06

@Mr_Tara_Nath yesss you definitely should! i would love to read it once you're done, ( is this related to webtoon tho? sorry im clueless TT) 
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@-strlightt Okayyy I think I'll start brainstorming then! (I've due assignments but meh) 
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-strlightt

@Mr_Tara_Nath but if it’s too much don’t pressure yourself please !
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Mr_Tara_Nath

Forgot to ask but how's my pfp and theme?
           uWu
          But but but- 
          I do wanna talk cuz I'm bored and also meh 
          Insta shadowbanning me like anything so I ain't feeling like checking it. 
          U wanna ask anything, talk about anything, just drop em here. I'm soooooo boredddddd..

Onism024

@Mr_Tara_Nath that's us bruh lmao
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@Onism024 I love that song man! it's just so relatable! 
            and dw u aren't disturbing at all.. I usually talk with my voices this hour anyways! lololol..
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Onism024

@Mr_Tara_Nath lol lol, I must be disturbing
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Mr_Tara_Nath

Working with bright red in an artwork wasn't a good choice T-T it's giving me anxiety then and now. Anyways! How y'all doing?? Idk I feel like spamming here sometimes since this acc is so dead- 
          Feel free to talk since I'm bored af.. 

_KimAes_

@Mr_Tara_Nath it does it does....dont worry
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@_KimAes_ my English ain't englishing but hope it's making a bit sense T-T 
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@_KimAes_ the colour choices I'm working with rn are questionable but hey thanks! I usually make vectors ibis paint and clip studio, with and drawing tool (curve one besides polygon line option) and lasso fill respectively. Not sure how to do them in PS and Illustrator unfortunately.. 
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-DreamingFirefly-

@Mr_Tara_Nath  I think we all peaked during Covid and after that everything went down hill, I've seen a lot of authors leaving the platform, and it was and still is heartbreaking sometimes.
          
          Ooooohhhh, Chinese fashion, love that, if there's anything you need to know about the culture itself, I can maybe help where possible since I am Chinese ^^
          I'm sure I'm still active here for sure, I'll stay active just to look around even when I'm busy, so you'll catch me by then for sure!!
          
          Ikr, it's so nice to talk to you again, all old authors seem to either have disappeared or stopped interacting, and it really breaks my heart every time, I do notice a lot of Yizhan/Zhanyi smut ff writers rising, but idk, that's not my thing it doesn't really have that much soul if you get what I mean, and not trying to shade or be mean to those authors ofc

-DreamingFirefly-

@Mr_Tara_Nath  nooo you're not only aging, it's been silent as heck, I have had the same feeling, like the interaction I used to have with my followers was so different =((
          
          Interesting, WebToons, I adore reading them and those artist are so amazing  I'm sure you'll make it if you wish to!! If you do, keep me updated cuz I'd love to see your works for sure!!
          
          And I've been doing so much better than a year ago, I've really grown as a person, as a writer as well, I do admit I like have works from a year or two ago, still unhold, but I'm working on a book I really adore, but like every chapter is 10k so  yeaaahhh, have my hands full with that  but I do enjoy life a lot more!!
          
          And it's really been a long time since I chatted here with you or anyone in general!!

Mr_Tara_Nath

Dawg I actually lost interest in graphic designing.. Bet it always has been just a phase... I initially thought of publishing a new portfolio but meh, it's too much work and recently I've not improved in any way as well and currently lost interest. It's going like that graph of negative marginal utility lololololll.. 
          
          Anyways how y'all doin? I'm getting super bored. Anyone wanna talk about anything??

Mr_Tara_Nath

@-DreamingFirefly- Exactly!! We had a great time during the lockdown phase as most of the people were finding some sort of distraction from the then present issue. I've also seen so many authors and readers leaving due to life which sometimes bothers me a little but now I'm also kind of one of them so it doesn't matter much! 
            
            Aww that'll be much of help then!! Can u suggest me some 1970s based novel, books or series that has the portrayal of Chinese society?? It'd be very helpful to me!! It'll be more helpful, if I get some more knowledge about Beijing opera! :) and overall how opera characters work. I did some research but more information is appreciated! 
            
            Real!! But we can have our convos!! Haha totally understandable, smut or not I thrive for interesting plots, recently I've been searching for angst plots without the usual thing non con stuffs, and I may even ask for some recommendations in DM!! 
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@-DreamingFirefly- For Real.. Both of my accounts are so dead, to the point I've lowkey stopped interacting at all. I recall having an active interaction back in 2021.. 
            
            Currently I'm working on a short story which I may adapt into webtoon, however I actually require to study a lot about Chinese fashion and society from the 1970s (it'll be based on that culture) as I'm not from that country. And I'll surely update u once I publish my webtoon (it may even take 2+ more years, but hope u will be active here by then!) 
            
            That's glad to know! Personal growth is really important for the longest term! 10k every chapter is really wild tho!! Wishing u all the best!! 
            For real for real! We don't get to see the old faces anymore so yeahh!! It's nice to talk to ya after so long!!! 
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Mr_Tara_Nath

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@-DreamingFirefly- Sort of??? Not entirely... College is off after semester exams, so I'm kinda fooling around a bit and found out that the app is utterly silent and nothing too attractive (maybe I'm aging lmao).. I'll go back to being dead in no time..!! Adulting is shit as usual.. 
            And thank You!! There's sm graphics I've not published here exactly but I already lost motivation, may publish them anyday if I ever feel like. Recently I'm more inclined towards digital art and illustration I'd say?? Like I really wanna work on webtoon in future so it's really taking my time. I may make a comeback as an author which I have kept on hiatus for quite sometime..
            I've been fine so far I'd say, like in comparison to the last few years??? How're u btw??? *Hugs back* 
            Same here!! I've not chatted here for so long!! 
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Mr_Tara_Nath

It wasn't a very good idea of me to consume lobotomy related videos and infos, and some dream core (or weird core) based (or themed) videos, that one lazik scene from final destination  before I dozed off while studying. I swear I woke up feeling chills (as I don't particularly recall what I was seeing in dream). I don't get scared often or sometimes but idk my media consumption isn't quite sitting right today, and over that less sleep is contributing to more of it. Please talk to me, I'm not exactly feeling comfortable. Over that under stress I was working on a horror doodling or sketch, so everything all together isn't helping at all. (I'll delete this in the morning but honestly suggest what should I do? Will I see shadows if this continues?)

Onism024

@Mr_Tara_Nath uh huh, brotha you shouldn't really watch stuff which are you know, disturbing. Hope you are well now. It's natural to feel like that, however over-consumption of horrendous stuff might affect your mental health? so yeah, refrain from overdoing it. 
            Fun fact, did you know those who like gore and stuff were repressed in childhood? 
            I wasn't but I love watching those 'explore with us' crime documentaries everyday before I sleep and an episode of hannibal and yesterday I watched Midsommar...ahem. 
            would be nice if I don't turn into Sangwoo. (lol)
            And watch some cute stuff, that chhippi chhippi cat or baby shark might help lmao
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@WANGangelXIAN I ended up studying T-T I may just sleep and doodle a little and watch some funny videos beforehand as u suggested..
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plutointhestars

the way i always miss your cover updates T-T they look gorgeous btw! loving the new theme as well <3

plutointhestars

works or no i will be looking forward to it! you better be promoting it in the egg farm the moment you post it so i can come gawk over your covers!
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Mr_Tara_Nath

@plutointhestars Aww thanks man! It made my day!! Let the war and my exams be over and I'm coming back with a new portfolio(sfw one).. I've been planning its theme for a long time... Tho I barely have any new works to publish T-T 
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Mr_Tara_Nath

Can anyone guess which colour I recently worked with? Let's see if anyone can guess correctly.. *smirks* 

NikkieKookie

@Mr_Tara_Nath bro...you forgot that you showed me that heavenly art right? The one that's your pfp on discord... :')
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-dankbot

@Mr_Tara_Nath hmmmm.....I totally believe you 
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