MusicCatsAndStuffs

lack of motivation? yes.
          yeetus self deletus? possibly.
          sad? yes.
          do i have anything to look forward to?
          yes.
          being a crazy old cat lady when i’m 70.

apparently my new nickname is covigirl...wow ( I don't have corona btw)

do any of yalls have discord

Thx for the follow!

Hi LoneWolfStories! I was following you on Getunderlined.com. This is that user who kept pestering you about your Wattpad account. I read you story and I think it's, in short . . . awesome! You have lots of talent and you should definitely keep writing! (P.S. I am also now following you on Wattpad.com.)

omg just an addict with a pen just hit 200 reads!! I know it isn’t a lot but I’m so so happy XD I never thought it would ever get that many. thank you so much for your support. I decided to change up the description so that it looks better and I majorly updated the last chapter. I’m so so excited that book one is almost finished. Thank you all so, so much!!! X3 

so tyler announced he was a father today
          he probably will never see this but i just want him to know that she's perfect
          i'm so happy for them. congrats tyler and jenna. and welcome to the world, rosie. you're already so beautiful ||-// 

Yayyyyy my little sister’s getting baptized today!! 

Sooooo we’re trying to go to Davenport ia but got stuck in des Moines bc of a flat tire :/ hope this doesn’t take too long lolz XD

My 2019
          2019 was probably the most life changing year that I've experienced so far. So many things have changed, and since this day closes out this rollercoaster year, I've decided to share what I've gone through and learned. 
          The year started out terribly. I was suffering with depression and anxiety, low self esteem, and suicidal thoughts. I had actually attempted it a few times. But when I went to camp this summer, things really changed for me. 
          I went to a Bible camp, so my relationship with God ultimately strengthened. I also met one of the most amazing people ever, who I am still in a relationship with to this day. X3 And twenty one pilots has helped me a lot, too. Their music has helped so many other people, too, and their dedication to their music and ultimately their fan base is just one of the many reasons why I'm obsessed with them. XD
          I want to say that my life has really drastically changed, and I was only able to briefly explain it in this message on my board. But what I want you to get from this is that don't give up. You can do this. There is so much to live for, and you might miss it. If I had given up, I would've missed being in an awesome relationship with God. I would have missed meeting the most amazing boyfriend ever. I would have missed how far twenty one pilots has come. 
          And killing yourself doesn't take away the pain. It just passes the pain on to the people you love the most. You may not know the answer to your problems now, or in the near future, even. But things get better, no matter how many times you've heard it. It will be okay, no matter who you are, where you come from, your sexuality, race, past, or personality.  
          So, I hope that this gives you some encouragement for this upcoming year/decade. I hope that all of you have learned something from this year, and that you won't give up. Not only today, but tomorrow, too. XD 
          Thank you for reading. I hope that 2020 treats you well. X3
          - LoneWolfStories XD