Mystical_Jazzy

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Oh shit it’s been so long since I’ve been up here-

Mystical_Jazzy

I honestly forgot I had this app- and I feel so bad that I abandoned my book for my readers, so I’ll be making up the time by finishing Path Of Love Gaara x Reader so Gaara and y/n will finally have the happy ending they deserve, and I’d just like to take a moment of appreciation to y’all who still read my most cringe story but also my first story of all time Promises Eren x Reader, ( like 2 or 3 years ago jfc ) it’s currently at 14k! And I absolutely can’t believe y’all showed love and support for my idiotic ass, I love y’all so much and I want to make up the missing time and disappearance I had going on with stressful things and all, but I decided to get back into writing since and soothes me through tough times, but quick updates on Path of Love I will be making some edit changes for the book title ( afuckinggain-) and I feel confident in my writing skills after 3 years of improvement, I would also like to explain the reason why I left, I felt like the story was going nowhere and I had writers block and I got a bit bored with the series with nothing to think of so I abandoned it, but now I’m back to finish what I started, I also have a few books on draft that I want to finish also but we’ll see, also another annoyingly big thank you for 14k!!!! 

Mystical_Jazzy

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Alright fuck it I’m going on a rant, for the past few days and weeks my self confidence and mental state have been nothing but hell, as you can tell why? The fucking toxicity and negative vibes I receive from so called friends, they say they care and love me but really all they do is just bring them down, and that’s what’s currently happening to me so called friends, hell I am being fucking skinny shamed about how I’m a flat pancake I don’t give a fuck if I’m sensitive it still hurts I showed a friend a story I made because I wanna be a better story writer for you guys! And what did they say! “ it’s not that bad I think, not as bad from my current husband trying to rape me” what the fuck does that mean?!? That it’s horrible I can’t tell how I feel for shit! When I roleplay it’s always about them hell I would like to get some spotlight, I even told them how I felt and what do they do! THEY DO IT AGAIN and they always say! Who told you to let me hurt your feelings excuse me! That shit really fucking hurts deep down because I’ve been called that! And the body shaming thing okay I get it your fucking 16 with ass and tiddies I’m only 13 going on 14 in a month I’m still going through the stages of puberty! It fucking sucks for my self confidence do be down I can’t even believe in myself anymore 
          
          Anyway if you did read this thank you for reading my rant and how I felt

Serendipity_Mav

Drop them Queen ✨ I’m so sorry this is happening but please hang in There
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