N4th4n_4rs0n

(Before you read this, I'm Rayan, Nathan's best friend. I was the one who bought him the binder a couple of announcements ago.. They asked me before they die to post the copy and pasted message) 
          	
          	
          	
          	Hey, if you're reading this, then I'm probably dead.. This is going to be really cheesy, but everything said here is true. 
          	
          	
          	
          	2021 was one of the best years for me, because it was the year I made my account, and thanks to that I've met all of you amazing, talented, beautiful people. If I had over a million lives and I could only choose one to reincarnate, I would choose to be Nathan each and every time. You all are the reason I haven't been crying myself to sleep in the bathtub with a razor blade in my hand again. You guys are the reason I haven't went out and stood in the middle of the street for a car to hit me. 
          	
          	All of you guys helped me whether it was in the beginning of this journey, or the end of it.. So many people here deserve happiness, so please, I'm asking you this, please be nice to other people and please, help people when they need it.. In my place, there is so much I want to do, but I can't now.. And all I want is happiness
          	
          	There won't always be a happy ending, but try and have a happy life.. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to stay longer, I'm so sorry that I lied, I had found out about my condition a little over a year ago, but I didn't have the confidence to tell anyone I'm so sorry.. 
          	
          	I love you all, please stay safe.. ♡
          	
          	
          	
          	-Nathan Ziyad 
          	
          	                                                                 2009-2022

Dawning_Deb

@N4th4n_4rs0n rest in peace Nathan, you are one of the best friends and authors I'll ever meet. I hope you're having a good life up there, I would have loved to see you more, but I'm glad you're done with the pain, you were the sweetest person I ever met.. 
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yulsbiggestfan

In these situations, I would most likely think they are lying for clout or made a very stupid joke and I would say something like "rip that pussy ayeeeee" but this seems like a very serious situation. I may not know you Nathan but you seem like a nice person who didn't deserve death. I have no idea what happened in your life before to make you suicidal but you were probably an awesome person. I hope you're having a great life up there and I wish it wasn't you who died. I wish I was there when you were dying. I dont know you but I would love to be your friend. If you were alive, that is..
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VeneciasTV

RIP Nathan. I hope you’re in a safe place now, wherever that may be and feel no more pain at peace. 
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N4th4n_4rs0n

(Before you read this, I'm Rayan, Nathan's best friend. I was the one who bought him the binder a couple of announcements ago.. They asked me before they die to post the copy and pasted message) 
          
          
          
          Hey, if you're reading this, then I'm probably dead.. This is going to be really cheesy, but everything said here is true. 
          
          
          
          2021 was one of the best years for me, because it was the year I made my account, and thanks to that I've met all of you amazing, talented, beautiful people. If I had over a million lives and I could only choose one to reincarnate, I would choose to be Nathan each and every time. You all are the reason I haven't been crying myself to sleep in the bathtub with a razor blade in my hand again. You guys are the reason I haven't went out and stood in the middle of the street for a car to hit me. 
          
          All of you guys helped me whether it was in the beginning of this journey, or the end of it.. So many people here deserve happiness, so please, I'm asking you this, please be nice to other people and please, help people when they need it.. In my place, there is so much I want to do, but I can't now.. And all I want is happiness
          
          There won't always be a happy ending, but try and have a happy life.. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to stay longer, I'm so sorry that I lied, I had found out about my condition a little over a year ago, but I didn't have the confidence to tell anyone I'm so sorry.. 
          
          I love you all, please stay safe.. ♡
          
          
          
          -Nathan Ziyad 
          
                                                                           2009-2022

Dawning_Deb

@N4th4n_4rs0n rest in peace Nathan, you are one of the best friends and authors I'll ever meet. I hope you're having a good life up there, I would have loved to see you more, but I'm glad you're done with the pain, you were the sweetest person I ever met.. 
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yulsbiggestfan

In these situations, I would most likely think they are lying for clout or made a very stupid joke and I would say something like "rip that pussy ayeeeee" but this seems like a very serious situation. I may not know you Nathan but you seem like a nice person who didn't deserve death. I have no idea what happened in your life before to make you suicidal but you were probably an awesome person. I hope you're having a great life up there and I wish it wasn't you who died. I wish I was there when you were dying. I dont know you but I would love to be your friend. If you were alive, that is..
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VeneciasTV

RIP Nathan. I hope you’re in a safe place now, wherever that may be and feel no more pain at peace. 
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N4th4n_4rs0n

Why is this year going wrong after for me? 

ArcadiaHasDissaperd

@N4th4n_4rs0n *in gental voice*dont know ...whats wrong?
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PowerGirl1024

@N4th4n_4rs0n 
            I don't know but for mysty/Myssy it doesn't go better 
            
            - Ashley
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N4th4n_4rs0n

Holy- 92 followers??- damn, that's a lot- thank y'all ♡♡

VeneciasTV

Absolutely!!! SLAY!!!!!
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N4th4n_4rs0n

You know how all of us hate cancer? Well, I just found out I got lung cancer, I don't know if I'll be alive for long but, if I stop posting then, I'm probably dead. 

ArcadiaHasDissaperd

@N4th4n_4rs0n np anything for one of my cookies <3
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N4th4n_4rs0n

@ArcadiaHasDissaperd that is what I want, so thank you for respecting my wants
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N4th4n_4rs0n

Hey, I just wanted to announce my pronouns right now and my past pronouns just so that there's no confusion
          
          My past pronouns were
          She/her
          They/them
          
          My pronouns now are
          He/him
          They/them 
          
          Please respect my pronouns, and thank you! 

N4th4n_4rs0n

May Technoblade rest in peace
          
          He will always be in our hearts as one of the amazing content creators we all love, he won't be forgotten, but he will be missed dearly by this entire community. Finding out this news broke my heart, because Technoblade was my comfort creator, same for many others. His death won't be forgotten, most importantly, He won't be forgotten

bjornfell123

@N4th4n_4rs0n Remember Technoblade never dies because he lives on in our hearts 
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HomophobicsAreBad

@NaraitaSae ok, its good to have a good mental heath, and rest in peace technoblade
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N4th4n_4rs0n

It's 2am and I am dead gn