Nicholas LeFevers

"If I am too discovery what true happiness is - I must then be prepared, as I am, too dive into the darkest caverns of the most formidable notions of the timely ravens. I must be prepared, as I am, too observe those principles by which we judge our own self-worth and challenge each one too It's fault.  I must be with new idealogy, new temperance, new skin, if I am to change the way I judge love - the way I judge happiness. 

For I have met someone, a woman - whom knows little notion of my inner contenacy - but simmers like myself with the assumptions that all things can be had and all happiness is within and all of it is but at our fingertips at our whim. If there was a pinnacle of comfort, then she was the one who lead me to it. If there was a reason to give all my perseverance in the field of free thinking and Metaphysics, she was the one that gave it credence. 

I am prepared to dive upon the thin air and challenge even my own most sacred axioms of what life consist of. For too allow myself to be truly free from the oppression of my own mind - I must therefore allow myself to be free from the pre-existing notions of my own mind. 

Furthermore - I am ready too venture far from where home is considered to be. Far from the borders of my innate comfort and conformity, so that she shall have the most proper and unbiased chance of being my love. I am prepared, as I am, to challenge that which is fact and challenge myself against that which I feel. Because simply stated - For her, anything."

-September 24th, 2018
For my Red Maiden.