I’ve been listening to Bubblegum b**** by Marina and the diamonds and my heart is beating fast and I’m feeling scared and just realized what’s happening. (Not how just what)
I’ve been shifting a lot recently and have these headaches,
This annoying kid (he used to be my friend) told my crush I’m a furry and now they’re bullying me
But I can’t tell the teacher cause I’m pretty sure she doesn’t like me and won’t care
I have tons of crappily done homework and try to do it
This other teacher kept telling me to shut up and was rude
I cant even go outside cause it’s pouring and windy and cold
And worst of all my brothers are making fun of me for doing quads
(They’ve never done this before)
My friend told me that my other friend who went on a trip was emailing her abt how annoying I was
(She hugged me and reassured me that she supported me and she’ll be with me till the end)
I literally have 3 friends now and my bros can’t even be nice enough these days to be them.
I feel that my quads are my safe space
And my stomach always feels empty even though I’m eating a normal amount it’s always hurting
Oof this was a lot to deal with…
I sat outside in the cold rain while waiting for my bus because I liked it (I did go inside for a bit but it’s kinda weird inside)
I just hate how my friends said that they support me and only some of them did…