Noelbuster

I'm back and would love to update! I just updated My Kakashi x reader and am waiting for requests to update my other stories!!! Thank you all for reading writing and sharing!

i_wanna_die_tonight

Hi there! I hate hate hate advertising for myself but I already made sure it was ok with noelbuster if I did. I have a new book and so far my only book out and I would like you to check it out. I'll be writing another book soon! Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu! <3 your time is appreciated!!! <3

Noelbuster

  *   TRIGGER WARNING IF NOT OK WITH OR SENSITIVE TO DEPRESSION OR MENTIONS OF SELF HARM DO NOT READ OR READ CAUTIOUSLY!!!      *         
          
          Hey guys I freely NEED some requests even if you think they're horrible. I use wattpad and writing as an escape from my unclinically diagnosed severe depression. Today as I was sitting at the table I was being scolded for my grades as I sat there relentlessly crying and unable to talk. My dad bombarded me with questions which in my state I could not answer. All of this happens as I sit trying to breathe already struggling with it because I am sick and feel as though I will pass out with out the anxiety attack/mental breakdown. Anyways after everyone has finished I am still sitting at the table crying and I look over at the sewing box beside me. In it are pins needles scissors, normal sewing stuff. And as I look over at it for the first time in a long while I seriously considered self harm. To my other side is a bag with different hand sanitizer in it I also contemplated the thought of downing them, but did not know if they would kill me or just cause immense pain. So, sorry for bothering all of you with that I hope you don't think this is for publicity or attention, because its NOT. I only want to be distracted.  If for some reason I stop posting all together (you may even get a notification from @brrhaga if my situation gets worse) you may assume that I have gotten worse or depending on how serious it gets even possibly taken my own life. 

Noelbuster

Hey guys! Sorry for that big meltdown! Love ya!!! <3
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Noelbuster

Hey guys planning on updating all of my books soon, BUT I want your vote on the order!!! I just updated CHUUNIBYOU so that is out, any others please feel free to vote (in other words comment or reply to this saying you want an update)

Noelbuster

Hey guys or girls or attack helicopters or...FORGET IT!!! Any who~~~ I am thinking about putting out an update for my books and then starting a Homestuck one-shot book!!! I need ideas for all of the aforementioned thingies!!!! By-ah~!