NouraRose

My love will never sail...
          	Zero experience with love and always had one sided love until it too late to do anything....
          	How am i able to make love stories so easily before?
          	。:゚(;´∩`;)゚:。

Z3R0_FLAV0R

@NouraRose Sorry for not replying for a while but I hope you can feel better
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NouraRose

@Z3R0_FLAV0R not really, thanks for asking... Just had a pretty major heart break after my parents told me I can't date my crush of 3 years for several reasons.
          	  It's make sense... But my current crush is the one that actually help me with my first heart break so it's kinda hurtful that the one who helped me the one i got heart break now.
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NouraRose

My love will never sail...
          Zero experience with love and always had one sided love until it too late to do anything....
          How am i able to make love stories so easily before?
          。:゚(;´∩`;)゚:。

Z3R0_FLAV0R

@NouraRose Sorry for not replying for a while but I hope you can feel better
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NouraRose

@Z3R0_FLAV0R not really, thanks for asking... Just had a pretty major heart break after my parents told me I can't date my crush of 3 years for several reasons.
            It's make sense... But my current crush is the one that actually help me with my first heart break so it's kinda hurtful that the one who helped me the one i got heart break now.
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NouraRose

Can someone help me? Where so couple usually take a trip? And what are they doing? (Not nsfw) 
          
          I can only think of beach or onsen. 
          
          I never go on a trip except for go to grandma house so i don't know where people usually go on a trip let alone with a lover, please tell me, I'm stuck in a story because of this. 

NouraRose

@XxAiRerexX hmm... That's actually a good i dea, I haven't considered national parks yet
            Also, what do you think about theme park? I felt kinda complicated about since i don't want to make the trip felt like ordinary date, that's why i want to pick unique places but it's kinda hard to imagine when i never go on a trip before
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XxAiRerexX

Temples? Or parks (there are many parks to visit like the Towada-Hachimantai National Park, Yashimata Park in Yokohama. google it up it’s really beautiful)
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XxAiRerexX

There’s this dog statue in shibuya (I think) called Hachiko, this dog waits for his owner not knowing he’s already dead. Because of the dog’s loyalty they make a statue of him. Some couples go in front of the statue to propose and swear that they will stay loyal like Hachiko (I’m not sure if it will help, but this is the first place that came to my mind)
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NouraRose

Hi, sorry i haven't update anything despite saying i will on the last few posts but unfortunately I'm currently not quite fit to write anything. 
          I'm turnout to be allergic to my antidepressants medicine and my left eye swollen to the point i can only open half of it so it's been bothering me for few days. 
          
          I will continue making story after i get better but right now, my face is very itchy and it's hurt in some spots so my wish me luck. See you guys later. 

NouraRose

@YvonneVentocilla Thank you! I'm currently in the emergency room because the swollen get worst. 
            Wish me luck :'
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Yereninovika

@NouraRose  I hope you feel better soon and take you're time 
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NamedAngelie

@NouraRose If you're embarrassed or maybe uncomfortable with it, then I think it's better if you stick with your own decision of publishing it or not. 
          But if you wanna publish it but you're thinking of the age range, you can add a disclaimer before the start of the chapter. So if some feel uncomfortable reading it, they can skip it.
          
          This is my opinion though so...yeah

NouraRose

Can someone help me?
          
          When you felt everyone hate you and you start thinking "Don't worry even i hate my self" what should you do?
          
          I know that self hating is the most dangerous emotion a person can have but no matter how i tried to explain this to my family, my family see it as "Incapable of becoming an adult" now I'm lost of who i can talk to.
          
          No one want to understand and i also hating my self for not able to change, i will always be the burden with no use for my family. And I thought that it's better for me to not even exist. What should i do?

fourleafcloverbunny

@NouraRose this all feels really cheesy haha but COVID times are tough so please know that you’re not alone
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fourleafcloverbunny

@NouraRose change is hard man, I feel myself stagnating too much too but what happened in the past is in the past change can start right now if you are willing to make it happen. And too much change can be overwhelming too just go at your own pace okay, just make sure to never lose sight of what you are striving for
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fourleafcloverbunny

@NouraRose Hey hey hey we all have intrinsic value alright,, and we all have tough days. I think many of us are guilty of spiralling into self hatred at times but hopefully you’ll be able to find someone to talk to to vent (it may be a closer friend so it doesn’t feel too personal and you don’t risk feeling judged? While still getting a third persons perspective ). Recently I also heard of this advice about not judging yourself based on your anxieties but rather how you overcome them instead. Once you’re in a better headspace you may be able to rationalise why you are feeling that way more and actually work on improving yourself :))
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